thereâd always been a piece to practice, new music to consider adding to her repertoire, the next seasonâs schedule to arrange. Even after the accident, her days had been full, with physical therapy replacing the hours she used to spend at the piano. Now there was a void.
TJ settled into the chair next to her and fixed his gaze on her. âThatâs a shame.â For a second, she feared he had read her thoughts, but then she realized that he was speaking of vacations.
âThereâs nothing like heading out and not knowing exactly where youâre going,â he told her, his lips curving upward as if he were remembering a particularly pleasant excursion.
As a mockingbird flitted by, landing on one of the live oak trees, Gillian clenched and unclenched her hands, stopping only when she realized she no longer had a reason to keep her fingers limber.
âI canât imagine doing that.â Thereâd been no spontaneity in her travels, only careful scheduling. Even her childhood trips with Kateâs family had been planned. No spur-of-the-moment drives, no impromptu picnics. And once Gillian had won the Brooks, the planning had intensified. Nothing could be left to chance.
But the difference between her experiences and TJâs was more than a matter of planning. While Gillian had seen big cities, hotel rooms, and concert halls, TJ had explored small towns,national parks, and natural beauty. If something caught his fancy and he wanted to stay an extra day, he did. Gillian knew that from the tales he recounted around the campfire.
âYou ought to try it. You never can tell what you might find at the end of the road.â
The image of herself riding into the sunset with the man of her dreamsâa man who looked a bit like TJâwas so appealing that Gillian caught her breath. She turned to TJ, a question in her eyes.
âAs soon as my bike is fixed, Iâll take you for a ride.â
The bubble burst. âNo.â The word came out more forcefully than Gillian had planned, so she tempered it with a âthank you.â
âWhy not? Are you afraid of getting lost?â
âItâs not that. I just donât ride motorcycles.â She never had, and after her one experience with a bike, she knew she never would.
TJ seemed undaunted by her lack of enthusiasm. He leaned forward, his eyes shining with anticipation. âThereâs always a first time.â
âNot for me.â Gillian needed to change the subject. Though Kate and Sally knew the details of the accident, Gillianâs manager had insisted the press release say only that Gillian Hodge had sustained an injury to her right hand. At the time, she hadnât worried about his motivation, and now it hardly mattered. She wasnât going to tell a man whose life centered on his motorcycle that one had destroyed her career. Instead, she said, âSpeaking of motorcycles, howâs yours coming?â
TJ flashed her a mischievous grin. âAre you trying to get rid of me?â
Rainbowâs End without TJ. The thought was oddly disturbing. âWhy would I do that? If you left, Iâd have to go to Firefly Valley alone, and that would be a disaster. My stories canât compare to yours.â Each night seemed easier, but Gillian knew sheâd never have the easy rapport with the teens that TJ did.
âYou underestimate yourself. I know you said you werenât good with kids, but thatâs not what I see. The way that group of girls was hanging around you last night, Iâd have thought you were Scheherazade. What kind of tales were you telling them?â
Gillian smiled at the memory. âDonât laugh, but it was a dissertation on the fine art of applying blusher and eye shadow.â When the girls had learned she had had professional makeup for some performances, theyâd been fascinated and had asked her to share the techniques sheâd learned.
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