carefully, she turned her head in his direction.
They regarded each other through the glassâa stare-down. Her gorgeous frosty eyes sent a clear message: Go away.
He held up the brandy and the two snifters.
She pinched her mouth tight and shook her head. He nodded.
At last, she stood and came toward him.
âChilly out here,â he said, when she pulled open the door.
She stuck her head out far enough to peer around toward his side of the balcony. âI didnât know we shared the balcony,â she muttered glumly.
âLet me in. Weâll have some brandy.â He stepped forward. Reluctantly, she moved back.
âI donât want any brandy.â She shut the doors. âWhy are you in my room?â He set one glass on the nightstand and poured a nice, stiff drink into the other. Heheld it out to her. She didnât take it, asking instead, âWhat part of no do you find confusing?â
He shruggedâelaboratelyâand drank from the snifter himself. It burned all the way down to his stomach where it spread out to become a warm and satisfying glow. âThis is excellent.â
âOh, Iâm so glad. Iâll ask a second time. Why are you here?â
A small wing chair waited across from the bed. He dropped into it. âYou asked me a question back at the restaurant, remember? Iâm here to answer it.â
âNever mind my question. It wasnât important. And now that thatâs settledââ she flung out a hand toward the French doors ââyou can go.â
Other than to set his brandy on the little table by his chair, he didnât move.
âIâm serious,â she said. âI donât need to know why you boxed me into coming here.â
âI think you do.â
âHow charming. Now youâre telling me what I need.â
âOkay, okay. Let me put it this way. I need to tell you.â
She turned from him, wrapped her arms around herself and stared out at the silver ribbon of river, the shadowed pine-thick hills, the unreadable face of the moon. When she spoke this time, there was no sarcasm. âBuck. Please. Itâs no good.â She looked at him then. âWhen are you going to accept the truth? That night in September? Never should have happened. I regret it. I honestly do. It was a mistake. A huge one.â
A mistake. A huge oneâ¦
Okay. That hurt.
Yeah, heâd already known she felt that way. How could he help but know? Heâd called and called and sheâd never answered, never called him back. Still, to hear her say it right outâ¦it cut. A ragged cut made by a rusty knife.
âA mistake?â he repeated, keeping it light, relaxed, not letting the hurt show. âI donât think so.â
He watched her slim throat move as she swallowed. âIt wasâ¦just something that happened, something that shouldnât have. Because you and me, well, that was over a long, long time ago.â He sipped his brandy and didnât say a word. She must have read what he was thinking in his expression, because she insisted, âIt is, Buck. Itâs over. Long over. You have to accept that.â
He set down the snifter and said what he should have said years ago. âIâm sorry, B.J.â
She blinked and put her hand to her throatâand then pretended to misunderstand. âI meant what I just said. It was one of those things. It happened. No more your fault than mine.â
He laid it right out for her. âIâm not talking about that night in September. Iâm talking about that other nightâthe one six years ago.â
She fell back a step. âBuck. Lookâ¦â
He went on as if she hadnât spoken. âIâm not the least sorry for what happened in September. As far as Iâm concerned, that night was long overdue.â She whirled for the glass doors again, for the cool, silvery face of the moon. He called her back.