back. The smaller wolf was the one I threw off; itâs getting to its feet, its eyes never leaving mine. The bite on my leg is itching and burning. Iâm trying to remember if wolves have poisonous bites, if that was something we were taught in school, but I canât marshal my thoughts.
All at once, the terror is gone. So is the hunger, and exhaustion. All of them burn away to nothingness, replaced by that seething anger.
I glance down. Thereâs a loose rock, nudging up against my foot. I reach for it, eyes locked with the lead wolf.
It snaps at me, darting forward, but the anger strips away all hesitation. I bellow as hard as I can, swinging the rock in a massive sideways arc. The wolf drops before I smack it in the head again, twisting its shoulders as it skips backwards. Its legs are bent, quivering with energy.
Movement, on my left. This time, the rock connects, and the second wolf gives a pained howl as I smash it to the ground. My hand is buzzing from the impact, but I bring it back, driving it down into the animalâs skull.
Thereâs a
crunch
. Hot blood soaks the back of my hand, and the wolfâs body jerks, its legs beating the air. It gives one final, piteous whine, then falls still.
I look up at the other two. Theyâre backing away slowly, their teeth bared. Their growls fill the air.
I put my arms above my head, still clutching the rock, and scream at them. I donât even know what Iâm doing. Itâs as if the anger has tapped into a part of me that I didnât know existedâsomething fundamental, a survival instinct buried deep in my DNA.
The wolves take off. The big one gives me a last look, and then theyâre gone, slipping into the darkness.
Iâm still standing there, frozen to the spot, when thereâs a voice from behind me. âGuess you ainât such easy prey after all.â
18
Okwembu
Mikhail is panicking.
Heâs rocking back and forth, trembling like a leaf. Okwembu stares at him. How did she ever think he would be useful?
If he wants to stay here, fine. She may not like Prakesh Kumar and Aaron Carver, but sheâs a lot safer with them than she is with him. But which direction did they go? Theyâve long since vanished into the trees. Okwembu tries to remember. Her thoughts come slowly, the cold sapping her energy.
I have to get out of the wind.
She strides back to the table. âMove,â she says to Mikhail. When he doesnât respond, she climbs on top of it, barking her knees against the wood, then puts a hand on his back and shoves. He falls forward, crying out in surprise, the sound whipped away by the wind.
Okwembu doesnât wait for him to get up. She clambers off the table, dropping back to the ground. Sheâs not used to this amount of physical activity, and her arms are already aching. The wood is soft and rotten beneath her palms, but she pushes hard, using every ounce of strength she still has. If she can lift the table upright, she can make a windbreak. Itâs far from ideal, but itâs the best she can do.
The table lifts an inch, then thumps back down. Okwembu tries again, leaning into it.
No good. Sheâs going to need Mikhailâs help. But when she turns to find him, heâs walking away, hugging himself, head down.
âWhat are you doing?â she yells after him. No reaction. She abandons the table, shielding her eyes against the biting wind.
By some miracle, she manages to get in front of him. He doesnât look at her. His eyes are fixed on a point in the distance. He keeps walking, as if determined to get as far away as possible.
âMikhail, no,â she says, putting a hand on his chest.
He shrugs her off. âWe have to go back,â he says.
âWhat?â She can barely hear him over the wind.
When he doesnât answer, she plants herself in front of him. He finally looks at her, and thatâs when she sees whatâs really happening. The
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