âThatâs nae way to be talkinâ, lass.â
Annie sighed. âBeg pardonâI forgot.â
âYou just have to keep asking them, Charlotte,â Annabelle told her. âKeep asking, until finally they are too ashamed to keep refusing you.â
âBut most of them never even give me the chance to ask. I sent more than two dozen letters last month asking a number of wealthy people for a meeting so I could tell them about my house, and so far all of them have eluded my request. They claim to be too busy to see me.â
âWhich is why you have to get out and attend a few balls and parties,â Grace suggested. âGet them to commit some funds while they are surrounded by others and donât want to appear stingy or unsympathetic to the problems of the poor.â
âHook âem when theyâre a wee bit wellied,â Oliver advised. âThatâs when theyâll be dippinâ deepest into their pockets.â
Charlotte sighed. âI donât really like going to parties. I only went to Lord and Lady Chadwickâs house for dinner because Lady Chadwick had promised Haydon and Genevieve that they would have me over occasionally while Iâm in London. I was concerned they might be insulted if I refused their invitation.â
âI know you donât care much for those affairs, Charlotte.â Grace regarded her sympathetically. âBut if you really care about this house and providing help to those who need it, and you donât want to keep going to Genevieve and Haydon for money, Iâm afraid youâre going to have to overcome your distaste for them.â
âAnd tomorrow night is the perfect time to start,â Annabelle decided. âLord and Lady Marston are throwing their spectacular annual summer ball, which is sure to be one of the grandest affairs of the season. Didnât you receive an invitation? They always make a point of sending one to all of us.â
âI sent them a note telling them I wouldnât be attending,â Charlotte told her. âI know they only invite me out of respect for Haydon. They donât really want me to go.â
âWell, you are going to attend,â Annabelle decided. âAnd you neednât be afraid, because Jamie, Simon, Grace, and I will all be going with you. It will be fun,â she insisted, seeing a look of despair cloud her sisterâs face. âEveryone will be thrilled to see that you are safe and well.â
âIâm sure they will all want to talk to you, to find out how you escaped the Dark Shadow,â Grace added.
âAnd while theyâre crowding about, you can talk about your house and ask them to donate money,â Jamie finished. âAll you have to do is get one person to commit, and the others will follow, just so they wonât appear tightfisted. Youâll see.â
Charlotte shook her head. âI canât go, Annabelle.â
âWhy not?â
Because I hate everyone staring at me,
she thought desperately.
Because Iâm not charming or beautiful or gay like the other women there will be. Because everyone will pretend not to look at me when I limp across the room, but Iâll know that they are. Because if I stand for too long my leg will throb and go into spasm, but if I sit down everyone will whisper that Iâm a cripple. Because I canât bear their pity. And I canât bear their contempt. It weakens me too much, and I canât afford to be weak.
âI havenât anything to wear.â
Annabelle laughed. âThat doesnât matter. Between Graceâs gowns and mine, Iâm sure we can find something wonderful for you to wear.â
âThey wonât fit,â Charlotte protested. âIâm smaller than both of you.â
âNot by much,â countered Doreen. âWith a wee nip here anâ a tuck there, Eunice and me can have any gown lookinâ like it was made for
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