managed to put the brakes on at the last second. Seemed that working for Jason was teaching her new skills in self-control.
âHow you...hypnotise...them,â she finally said, watching Jasonâs smile grow slowly even more wicked. âAt least, thatâs what I assume you do, because any woman in possession of her full senses would see through you in a flash.â
âLike you do,â he said, his voice low and velvety.
âPrecisely.â She straightened her spine, turned and walked away, ignoring the knowledge that he was silently laughing at her as she headed back to the safety of her desk.
But at least he hadnât pressed the matter or decided he was in a teasing kind of mood. She really didnât want to know how good in bed he was. Chloe would say it was because sheâd regret what she was missing, but it wasnât that. When the sex was good, it was a nice extra in a relationship, but it couldnât be the foundation. Sheâd had that kind of chemistry with Tim and look how well that had turned out.
Oh, she knew it wasnât always a disasterâChloe and Dan being a case in pointâbut good sex, even off-the-charts sex wasnât a guarantee of any sort, even if those wonderful endorphins it produced were such good liars, telling you it meant something when it didnât, making you feel that something cosmically earth-shattering had occurred, when really it was just some well-designed biology to keep the species going.
She didnât believe in âsoulmatesâ anymore. You just had to find a good match, someone you got on with, who wanted the same things out of life as you did, and if there was a spark there so much the better.
Never again would she be one of those silly women like the ones on Jasonâs list. The ones who believed too much, who saw a god when there was really only an ordinary fallible man. No, Kelly had her eyes open now, and she was never going to be tricked that way again. The happiness of her and her boys depended on it.
SIX
Kelly arrived at Greenwich Park the following Saturday with a firm grip on each of her sons and a cool bag slung across her body. The strap dug into her shoulder more with every step, but she wasnât going to let go of Cal and Ben until theyâd reached their destination. There was no telling where theyâd run off to otherwise and the park was a big place.
Thankfully, she soon found some faces she recognised on a flat expanse of grass just before the landscape dipped dramatically to meet the Thames. Across the river, the sun glinted off the skyscrapers in Canary Wharf. It seemed odd for the towering buildings to be so close when she was standing in a royal park that was so old the sense of a rural idyll still clung about it.
She sighed and looked up at the bright sun climbing steadily in the sky. Weather forecasting was obviously not her talent, because the day was as clear and warm as any that blessed Los Angeles. Well, that was what Kelly imagined. The furthest west sheâd ever been was St Ives.
As they neared the growing sprawl of Aspire employees, she tried to stop herself scanning the crowd for Jason. And failed miserably.
It didnât matter. He wasnât there yet. She shook her head and concentrated on laying a tartan blanket out on the warm grass, forbidding herself from looking up and checking for who else had arrived once sheâd finished. That done, she sat down and leaned back on her hands, legs stretched in front of her, enjoying the sun on her face and the slight breeze that ruffled the loose hair around her shoulders.
At least, she enjoyed it until she was felled by two small boys whoâd launched themselves at her. They were alternately strangling her, bouncing up and down and eyeing the play park at the bottom of the vast hill.
âCan we go to the swings, Mummy? Can we? Can we? Please? â
Kelly unhooked Benâs arm from around her windpipe and gasped for
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