is
this
about?â Looking at him like he was falling apart.
âWhat, woman, whatâs wrong with it?â
âItâs got a tic. The right one. Your other right.â
He pulled his hand back and looked at it, like it might have blood on it. âBeen doing that since yesterday.â
âYouâre lucky thatâs the only thing wrong with you.â
âOne pursues the news of the day.â
âFrom what I
read
, you certainly pursued.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âYou didnât run in the opposite direction.â
âNo.â
âHe had a gun, Sully.â
âMost people in America do.â
She rolled the papers in her hand into a tube and leaned back against the wall. âYou werenât playing cowboy in the Capitol?â
âLook,â he said, standing in front of her, a little off balance at the direct line of inquiry, âyou said you wanted me to go back to being a foreign correspondent. So I act like one yesterday. Now you giving me flack about it.â
âI didnât say be reckless.â
âGosh, I had forgotten.â
âDonât try me with that attitude you give everyone else around here.â
âLook,â he said, trying to reign this back in, âyou, missy, have come back from being a foreign hack to riding a desk job. I donât know that youââ
âWeâre not talking about me.â A hair flip. Ah sweet Jesus, the hair flip. Now he was buggered. Now she was pissed. âAnd I wouldnât say Iâm riding the desk. Itâs a promotion Iâm thinking about accepting. You understand thereâs an upward trajectory to this business, that you donât always have to be out in the field eating dust?â
âCertainly not what I heard from you this spring, when we were eating at Jimmy Tâs. You were preaching at me to get off my arse and get back in the field with badasses such as your adorable self.â
âThey hadnât offered me the gig this spring.â
âSo how much more money is it?â
âEnough to think about,â she said. âMy momâs not getting any younger. Itâd be nice to be on the same continent with her for a while. And, Iâve discovered, editors get stock options. Plus, you know, the business isnât overrun with women in management.â
âSo now you wanting to be on the masthead? Commencement speeches at the alma mater, all that?â
âPossible,â she said, ignoring the jibe. âBut itâs not locked in, my side or theirs. I do it till December 31 and then Eddie and I sit down. If itâs good, Iâll take it. If not, Iâll take the posting in London or Beirut, wherever they want me.â Here she looked up at him. âAnd Iâll be looking for you in the field. With shit like you did yesterday. That was great. Really sensational. Iâm not riding you about it. And I didnât exactly expect you to return my call last nightââ
âI had turned the phone off,â he said.
ââbut, wait, listen.â Her voice softened, dropped a half key, making him almost have to lean forward. âI thought you would have called me. After deadline.â
She looked at him evenly. Nothing about their physical relationship in those eyes, just a depth that spoke to their friendship. That stemmed back to Johannesburg, after Mandelaâs release from Robben Island. She, who had been posted in Central and South America, got sent to South Africa as part of the media mob on the only story in the world anybody wanted to read. He had met her at Jamesonâs on Commissioner Street. He saw a group of South African photographers he knew at a table toward the back and headed that way. She was sitting with them, this olive-skinned chick with thick black hair, all of them bellowing to be heard over the band.
She was drinking a gin and tonic and they were all laughing and
Lauren Barnholdt, Nathalie Dion