of new ones?
Why did it only heal humans when applied topically, or through a transfusion? And why was it safe? A transfusion would temporarily give a human some strength and healing ability, but it didnât last. Only through ingestion was there a dangerâblessing?âof transformation.
Was it the choice to drink that provided the power, or the blood itself? Before Michael could transform a human to a Guardian, the human had to agree to the change; sheâd heard the same was true of a vampireâthe transformation didnât take well if it wasnât voluntary. Could blood recognize choice and free will?
The blood lust supposedly didâexcept for the free will of the vampire it controlled.
She felt Colin before she saw him; he stood next to her, leaning gracefully against the bar. His expression was unreadable, his gaze hooded. Even in the dim lighting, she could see the slight flush on his skin.
Sheâd seen it before.
Lifting her glass, she took another long drink, licked the salt from her lips, and forced a bright smile. âThe redhead on the stairs?â
His mouth tightened, but he gave a slow nod.
She arched a brow. âYou must lose a lot of clients if those you feed from leave bleeding.â
âShe wasnât. And I donât often feed here; I prefer the hunt. Pursuit offers a challenge.â He looked away from her toward the dance floor, his mouth pulled down in a grimace of distaste. âWhen it is readily available, it is merely scavenging.â
Her chest squeezed painfully. Sheâd not only been available, sheâd thrown herself at him. âSo the aristocrat surveys the unwashed masses, and finds them lacking,â she murmured.
And she was just a brown little girl.
âThey have use during revolutions, but there is no rebellion here. Only a mess of conformity.â His gaze met hers again. âBut I do not care if they bathe, Savitri, as long as they bleed.â
The glass was slick with condensation; she wiped her palm across her forehead, hoping to ease the heat with cold and wet. âI thought, because ofââ She paused, switched to Hindi. He probably didnât want anyone to overhear that he couldnât create other vampires. Surely his impotency embarrassed someone like him, and she wouldnât prick his vanity again. âBecause of your incapability , that you couldnât heal me. I was wrong.â
He contained his emotions too well for her to interpret his response. âYes. You also believed Castleford when he confirmed your assumption that I was gay.â
It had been easier; a woman had little defense against a face like thatâexcept to believe it couldnât be hers. But sheâd been mistaken in that, too. Gloriously mistaken, until it had turned into somethingâ¦painful.
âDid she tell you what you wanted to hear?â
A mocking smile. âShe screamed it.â
She nodded, drained her glass. âIâm going to go dance.â Sweat out some of the heat boiling within her. Feel someoneâs touch on her skin.
Anyoneâs but his.
Sheâd known better.
Before a few bullets had destroyed her family, Savi had been surrounded by storiesâher mother had loved them. Both surgeons, her parents had limited time dedicated to Savi and her brother. But in those rare evenings when her mother had been home, fairy tales and fables had been standard bedtime fare.
The music drowned out the voices of the men dancing with her, but she could still hear her motherâs voice clearlyâone of the advantages of a memory like hers.
â¦and the girl came across a cobra curled up against the freezing night air. The cobra begged her to stop and carry him in her pocket until the sun rose in the morning, but she refused. âYou will bite me,â she said. But the cobra promised not to. âI will die here; if you save me, I will treat you as a friend.â The girl was too