âRight away?â
âYes. We need you to meet Charlie in Tokyo tomorrow night.â
âTomorrow? Do I have a choice?â
âYes, as a matter of fact you do. Would you prefer to fly on Aeroflot or Air France?â
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24
AMANDA RAUCI CLUTCHED her fingers together, trying to stave off the urge to put another mint Life Saver in her mouth. They were a dead giveaway that she had been drinking in the middle of the day.
Bloodshot eyes werenât exactly camouflage, either, but there was nothing she could do about those.
âThe director will see you now,â said the secretary. Amanda nodded, and rose from her seat. Despite her earlier resolution, she reached into her bag and took out a mint, popping it into her mouth before entering Freyâs office.
âPlease sit down,â said Frey.
The icy tone told her everything. She forced a smile to her face as she pushed one of the modernistic seats up close to the directorâs desk. The chair felt uncomfortable, oversized; Amandaâs feet didnât reach the floor. She bit the candy sheâd just put in her mouth, swallowing the tiny pieces in a single gulp.
âI canât believe you would hinder an investigation by withholding important information,â said Frey. âI canât believe it.â
Amanda said nothing.
âWhy? Why didnât you say anything? Surely you knew Jerry was dead.â
âWhat was there to say?â
âWhen did you last see him?â Frey asked.
âA few nights before he died.â
âDuring your vacation?â
âBefore my vacation started.â
âWas he depressed?â
Amanda shook her head.
âWhy didnât you say anything?â asked Frey again. âDidnât you think it was relevant?â
Because if she said anything, then it would be real. Then he would be gone, really, utterly, truly gone. And she was gone as well.
âWhere were you the night Jerry died?â
âI was at a hotel, waiting for him.â
âWaiting for him? Where?â
âA few miles from . . . I guess . . . where . . .â
She had to stop to control the sobs. How much was she going to tell Frey? Everything? Or just part?
Part. Whatever she could get out before despair took over.
âWe spoke,â Amanda said. âHe told me to wait. I was in the bar awhile. I was there, I guess, when heââ
Sobs erupted from her chest so violently that she shook and couldnât continue.
Frey offered no sympathy. âThatâs it?â
She nodded. Clearly if she told him sheâd been thereâGod, if she told him sheâd been there, heâd have her charged with murder.
âYou still have vacation days left?â asked the director.
Amanda formed her fingers into fists, then ground them into her cheeks to stop the tears and sobs. âYes,â she managed.
âThen take them. Hand in your credentials, and your weapon. Leave them here.â
âIâm suspended?â
âWhat do you think?â
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25
LIA AND DEAN stopped at a small family-style restaurant not far from the Forestersâ house for an early dinner. Lia immediately regretted it. The restroom was filthy, in her experience never a good sign. But Dean had already ordered for both of them by the time she got to the table.
âYou really think you know what I want?â she asked him.
âTurkey wrap.â
âMaybe I wanted a hamburger.â
âThat would be a first.â
It wasnât so much that he was right as the fact that he was smug about itâquietly smug, of courseâthat annoyed her.
âI felt bad for the kid,â said Dean.
âYeah.â
âIâd hate to see that happen to my son.â
âWhat son?â
âIf I had one.â
Lia, confused, said nothing until the waitress came with their drinksâseltzer for Dean, iced tea for her.
âYou knew I wanted