barrel.
âToâsucceed. No luck involved.â
âTo succeed where your father failed,â she told him triumphantly.
He grinned at the sparkle in her eyes. âDammit, youâre right, Freud!â
âYou havenât forgiven him, have you?â Her head was cocked to one side, the grin fading.
âHave you forgiven your parents?â
Lucyâs mouth twisted, just for a moment. Her thumb knuckle pressed on her chin. âI donât suppose itâs easy being a parent.â She smiled sadly. âIf I ever get the chance, Iâll know what not to do.â
âIâll drink to that,â Ethan said, raising his bottle and toasting her. âHereâs to making a better job of it.â
They clinked bottles.
âWould you like to see your mother again?â
Lucy picked at the label of her bottle. âNo.â She shook her head. âShe made her choice and obviously I didnât figure.â
âShe was walking from your father, not you.â
Her smile held a gentle rebuke. âOh, Ethan. If that were the case she would have kept in touch, like your mother.â
She inhaled deeply then looked up at him seriously. âBut I do regret that I let Dad get away with ignoring me all those years. If Iâd tried a bit harderâ¦â
âMaybe if heâd tried a bit harder,â he told her andthere was an edge to his voice. Why should she feel bad about it? It was she who had been treated shabbily.
Where was this coming from, this protective thing he had going on here? Heâd always been a loner, proud of it. Had no problem with the strongest-of-the-pack-survive rule.
âYou have to forgive them, donât you?â she was saying. âTheyâre family, and you only get one.â
He frowned. âI think thatâsâgenerous, considering what your parents did.â
She lifted her shoulders in a shrug. âWhatâs the point in being bitter?â
Ethan found that interesting. He would not have described himself as bitter. But it had never occurred to him that his father deserved forgiveness. Hell, if that were the case, what did his poor mother deserve?
And then the thought popped into his mind that his mother had been perfectly happy, these last ten years. His father had been generous with the settlement and she had a nice spread and seemed happy with Drako, her boy-toy up north.
âActuallyââ she broke into his thoughts, and her tone was much lighter ââif you want to think about it, weâve got quite a lot in common. My mum married a much older man, then took off with a younger one. Your dad likes younger women. Just think what our combined gene pool would produce.â
Ethan had already started laughing at her words. But when Lucy realized what sheâd said, the look of shock that crossed her face really did him in. Thatâs when he threw back his head and let rip.
Her hand was clamped over her mouth again but as he laughed she relaxed. Her elbows rested on the barrel and she leaned on them, shading her eyes.
âDonât worry about me,â Ethan chuckled. âJust say exactly whatâs on your mind.â
She shook her head, still hiding her eyes, but she was smiling ruefully. âI canât believe I said that.â She sighed. âStrike that from the record.â
He cleared his throat, still grinning. It felt goodâgreat. He couldnât remember the last time heâd shared a good laugh with a woman. Man, she was cute.
âIâm sorry. Tomâs always saying I need to engage brain before mouth.â
Their smiles faded. Tom seemed to have that effect. âYouâre very loyal,â Ethan said quietly, and watched a mini slide-show of expression on her face. From humor to caution in one second. She would be hopeless at poker. âYour brother doesnât know how lucky he is.â
Lucy pursed her lips. âAnd have you