his apartment/lab and Carl realised he was proud of how fast she was acclimatising herself to the Blue. He was sure it had taken him longer. He remembered the days of intense loneliness and aimless wandering before he had discovered the genesis of the Rhine-Temple botnet. He had watched the botnet grow, originally drawn by its uncharacteristic structure, then fascinated and repelled when he finally figured out what it was trying to do. When the first spiders from the botnet detected him, Carl knew he had no choice. It was either activate the tether and flee to the safety of Basement Five. Or break it, stay in the Blue, and try to find some way to destroy the monster.
Every now and then, he’d meet someone. A person who managed to stay in cyberspace long enough to clock up and carry on some meaningful conversation, but such episodes were few and far between. And between his innate stubbornness, the Rhine-Temple, and the occasional distraction, it had taken years before he realised what was missing from his life.
Tania.
She had started out as his rival and a potential conquest. The woman he needed to best, both mentally and sexually, in order to win the prize as the world’s first cybernaut. Did he have something to prove? Of course he did. He was the
enfant terrible
, the self-taught hacker who had progressed from being almost a high-school dropout to owning his own high-tech consulting business. He knew he didn’t have the qualifications of his rival, Doctor Tania Flowers, nor the in-depth knowledge of how information slotted together. Where Tania had logic, he operated on intuition. It was good enough to land him a spot at Basement Five, but the lack of formal education had made him feel defensive through the entire period of tests and trials.
And now?
He looked at Tania as he ushered her through the front door of his “apartment”.
Now, after more than a decade of self-reflection, Carl decided that he didn’t like his real-time self any more. The sooner it was gone, the better, and he saw his impending death as a form of atonement. The ultimate apology. He only hoped she appreciated it.
She turned to face him the moment he shut the door.
“You said you had a plan?”
Had he ever been that impatient, he wondered, and conceded that he probably had.
“We have time.”
Strange how he had needed to speed up in order to learn how to slow down.
He moved through the lab, tidying up but, in reality, just keeping his hands occupied while he tried putting his thoughts in order.
Her voice drew his attention. “How much time?”
“You won't give up, will you?” He smiled to soften his words. “Okay, here goes. At the beginning, the Rhine-Temple moved very quickly. I didn’t think I had any room to move at all. I’d watch it in the morning and, by the time I paid a repeat visit in the evening, it would have doubled in size.”
“What I failed to realise,” he said, moving to his small pod of living room space, “was that the first growth is always phenomenal. Like watching embryonic cells divide.”
He sank into a plush chair and gestured for her to do the same. After a slight hesitation, she cautiously accepted the invitation.
“But then it becomes like that game of cellular division. You know, when cells die unless a series of conditions are met.”
Tania frowned. “Do you mean the game ‘Life’?”
She was so quick. She knew instantly what he meant. At one time, their being on the same wavelength scared the hell out of him. It made him want to dominate her. Now, he just sat back and smiled, a small curve of pride on his lips.
“Exactly. How does it go again? Cells