to kiss me again, and while sheâs doing it, I take the envelope from my satchel. âSo I guess Iâll have to give you this now.â
She kind of goes still, then glares at me. âThat better not be what I think it is.â
âYou probably shouldnât think about it, then.â
When she sees whatâs inside, you can tell sheâs trying hard to stay mad. âYouâve got to stop doing this, Torro. Thereâs a war on, in case you didnât notice, and weâre all supposed to be doing our part.â
âDoes that mean you donât want them?â
âOf course I want them, you idiot.â Sheâs holding the pages now, and she looks like sheâs ready to cry. It always seems crazy the way dots and lines on a page can do that to her. Sheâd never let you know it, but Camareen is really sensitive as anything. âBut there are better things you could be doing with your time.â
To see her now, though, I donât think there are. The pages I got from Cranely are supposed to be music. To me, the marks look a little like stick people sitting on some mostly empty bleachers, but Camareen can read them as easy as normal words. She plays with our settlement orchestra, even though she sort of hates the music. Prip music is just a lot of booming noise that makes you think of battles and whatnot. Itâs all about how weâre part of this big struggle and how heroic we all are and everything. That sort of music really gets some people. Like during official concerts, you can always see bureaucrats just crying their eyes out. But Camareen hates it. The only reason she plays anything at all is because when she was little, she heard a song that wasnât Prip-approved. It was an old song. Artifact music. So when I found out Cranely had a book of old music, I knew I had to get it from him. He wonât trade artifacts for anything except more artifacts, though. Thatâs why I needed the glasses. Heâs been trading me the book seven pages at a time for a while now.
âSo is it any good?â I ask.
Camareen is going through the pages, wiping her eyes with the cuff of her shirt. âReally, really good.â
âSing one for me.â
She looks over her shoulder, toward the hallway door. âNot here. Later.â
âJust sing a little.â I know she will if I keep asking her.
She knows it, too. âAll right, just a little.â
I donât get to hear the song, though, because just then the muster alarm goes off, so loud I wouldnât have heard her even if sheâd screamed.
EIGHT
TORRO
M ore or less everyone in Granite Shore is part of the settlement militia. You donât go on active duty until you turn fifteen, but as soon as you start school, youâre learning to assemble a rifle and stab things with bayonets, all that stuff. People donât mind the training, though. Itâs not like shipping our quotas to the Prips, because we all know
why
we need the militia. Everybody hereâs seen a hellion before, or knows someone who has, and we know without the militia, the hellions would be in here just hacking us to pieces in no time.
With that great big war the Legionâs supposed to be fighting for us, you sort of wonder sometimes. What they tell us, like in school and telecasts and whatnot, is thereâs this big empire out there planning to take over the entire world and fill it up with their own people. Anyone elseâmeaning all of us here at Settlement 225âjust gets the old summary execution. Those empire people have some name in their own language, but as far anyone around hereâs concerned, theyâre just âthe Enemy.â Sometimes theyâre also âwanton aggressorsâ or âimplacable foesâ for the purpose of official speeches, but in the posters and murals and whatnot, theyâre usually just big, creepy, shadowy things with long claws and lots of teeth. The