the feeling youâre not all that thrilled with men as a species? Been hurt?â
âMore in the realm of pulverized, but letâs not ruin our night.â Logic would dictate that after such a statement, sheâd free her hold on his hands, but instead, she tightened her grip.
âWant me to roughen him up?â Dallas suggested. One thing he never backed down from was a good fight.
âNo use. He did the job for you.â
Forehead furrowed, he said, âI donât get it.â
âNever mind. I shouldnât have said anything.â
âBut you did.â And he needed to know why those few words had her rummaging through her purse for tissue she used to wipe the corners of her eyes.
With a jolt, their car began the long journey down. All of the occupants around them clapped and cheered.
âWhat a relief, huh?â Josieâs smile was forced. Her expression tight, as if the effort of making casual conversation was too much. âBet youâll be glad to get your feet back on the ground.â
A few minutes earlier, he would have, but now, all he wanted was to return light to her eyes.
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âH OW ADORABLE.â J OSIE KNELT in front of the 4-H craft display, wondering at all of the work nimble fingers hadput into the dollhouse. The home had been outfitted with pint-size solar panels and was part of an exhibit designed to explore nontraditional forms of energy. âI never get tired of seeing what kids can do.â
âYou seem to have a real affinity for children.â
âTheyâre amazing.â She studied the bios of the eight fourth-graders whoâd worked on the project. âWith them you always know where you stand. No mind games.â
âExperienced much of that? People messing with your head?â
She shrugged. âEnough to know it sucks.â
Moving on to a photo display, he said, âConsidering how many times youâve dealt with my girls and your recent Ferris wheel rescue of me, I owe you an ear if you ever need anyone to listen.â
âThanks.â She angled toward him, fidgeting with her hands. The turn in conversation was awkward to say the least. In fact, the whole night had been forced. Ohâand she wouldnât even try denying that while theyâd been crammed together three stories in the air, every time they touched sparked hot, achy awareness sheâd rather forget. âReally. But when it comes to personal matters, I prefer keeping them to myself.â
âOuch. I wouldâve liked to think weâre friends. Especially since this is our first official date.â
âIs that what tonight is?â Two boys ran between them, shooting at each other with wooden rifles. The distraction gave her time to think. âBecause the idea of dating someoneâeven a guy as great as youâisnât at all appealing.â
Alongside a terrarium loaded with lizards, he froze. âTalk about a ballbuster. That hurts.â
âPlease donât take it personally. Itâs not a rejection of you, so much as the principle. I have a hard enough time figuring out what to do with myself, let alone someone else.â
âFair enough. Truthfully, I feel the same. But then chemistry kicks in. Confuses the hell out of me.â
Sharply looking away to hide her blush, Josie fought for air. Heâd noticed? The way each time they touched the temperature rose by ten degrees? âYouâre making me uncomfortable.â
âGood.â Theyâd wandered into the vegetable area of the show barn. Judging had long since been completed and plates of carrots, zucchinis and green beans were no longer a big draw. Nearly alone in the mammoth space, Dallas stopped in front of her, bracing both of his hands on a display table. He hadnât even touched her, yet his proximity was unbearable. As usual when he was near, caged excitement coursed through her. As if whenever the man was around,
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