thorough. She was about to turn off her phone when she saw the clock display. It was after ten and she hadnât heard from Chase. He was supposed to come over tonight to help with the game. Bailey tapped out a text message.
Bailey: Hey, you didnât show, so Iâm guessing the happy meals didnât work? Hope things are better tomorrow and we can sync up when you finish practice. Also, stop worrying about Meg. She gets angry a lot, but sheâs not depressed or anything serious. TTYL.
Bailey plugged the phone into its charger while the words sheâd just typed brought her back to that look in Megâs eyes. Sheâd assured Chase Meg wasnât depressed, but was she right? How would she even know? Itâs not like she was an expert on emotions. She twirled a curl around her finger, counting the number of times Meg fell into dark holes and brooded her way out of them. She didnât smile often except when she saw Chase and almost never laughed. But that was just Meg on her normal setting. Whenever Meg thought about her dad, Bailey knew sheâd be in her dark broody hole for days at a time, painting andâ¦and, well, brooding. And when that stopped working, which was typical, a patented Meg Farrell Blurt could strike. It was kind of like a perfect storm where a bunch of conditions all had to be just right. Bailey had seen a blurt only a handful of times since she and Meg had become friends, and the last one had been about a year ago when Meg learned the movie theater where she worked would soon close its doors for good.
She shivered. It wasnât pretty.
Meg had spiraled down into the closest thing to a panic Bailey had ever seen. Money was tight for the Farrells, Bailey knew. But until that night, she had no idea how tight. Creditors were threatening them. There was often no food in the kitchen. The cable TV had been canceled. Bailey always assumed Meg didnât like TVâexcept for The Vampire Diaries , of course. She had no idea how much Paulineâs books for her night classes cost or that theyâd lived upstairs last winter because they just couldnât afford to heat the entire house. Sheâd never suspected that Megâs aversion to shopping wasnât because she didnât like designer clothes. It was because she had to help pay the bills and couldnât splurge on an expensive pair of jeans.
Megâs blurts were like hurricanesâthey formed slowly, blew in, wreaked havoc on everyone and everything around them, and then faded away.
Baileyâs jaw clenched when she thought about the way Meg had worshipped her dad. He was the cause of their problems! His death left them poor. Meg should be mad and resentful and throw tantrums and definitely not live out the stupid plan heâd taught her, but she couldnât let it go. Even when she skipped meals, she never ever blamedâ
Wait.
Chase asked her what Megâs dad had done to her and said that heâd seen her stabbing a picture.
That was it. After all these years, sheâd finally cracked. Yes! Bailey pumped a fist in the air. Maybe now Meg would relax those impossibly high standards of hers and act normal. With a wry grin, Bailey figured sheâd need lots of help with that. Meg didnât know anything about acting normal.
Her enthusiasm faded while she considered that. God, it must be awful to be angry at someone you canât talk to anymore.
It was awful to be angry at someone you couldnât talk to.
Bailey hated her own dad too. Maybe not stab-his-picture mad, but close, and the only reason for that was because sheâd never seen a picture of her dad. She didnât even know his name. Nicole had gotten pregnant with her while in her third year of high school. She was an accident.
A mistake.
Sheâd asked over and over, but Nicole refused to talk about her dad. Even Gran and Gramps wouldnât tell her anything about him. When she was little, Bailey used to have