said.
âYeah!â
âHowâd you know?â
âYouâre not home at this hour of the night, and that could only mean youâre doing what the rest of us areâyouâre on somebodyâs line. Congratulations girl, I knew youâd make it.â
âI didnât know I would. How many are on your line?â I asked him.
âThirteen of usâand you?â he asked.
âItâs sixteen.â
âCool.â
âCome on.â I pulled him into my bedroom. Thankfully, I had cleaned up since I was home all day long.
âSo how did you feel when you found out?â he asked me.
âI donât know.â
âWhat do you mean you donât know? Iâm a little sore on my bottom, but I feel great,â he teased, as he rubbed his butt.
âItâs just most of the girls we were underground with didnât make line.â
âThat happens all of the time; everyone knows the risk you take. Supposedly the ones who didnât take part in any of the underground stuff are really going to get it when it really gets down to it, so they wonât be paper. It should balance out. How many of yâall survived?â
âOnly three.â
âDang, they were brutal. On my line, ten of us made it and we only have three new guys.â
âSee what Iâm saying? How am I supposed to be happy when so many people who wanted this didnât get it? Why did they choose me?â
âUh, because youâre beautiful, smart, and youâre fine as I donât know what,â Creed said, as he pulled my body toward his and we fell onto my bed.
âOkay, soooo you got to go home.â
âI just told you I canât.â
âWhat do you mean you canât?â
âThey told us we canât go home for twenty-four hours. They took our keys. Iâm sure theyâre staying there. I know when I get back I wonât have a TV, a stereo, food, I might not even have books.â
âAre you serious? Now how is that supposed to make you a better Pi?â
âTo figure out how to survive, I guess. I donât know if all of this stuff is supposed to have some kind of subliminal message to make us better for the organization. Half of it is stupid, but Iâm excited to go through the process, you know?â
âBut I canât have some boy in my crib, in the middle of the night, in my bed with me. No.â
âIâm not just some boy, how about Iâm your boyfriend.â
âSays who?â
âSays the girl that is going to say yes. You are going to have to help me get through this. These guys are crazy and I need to have something special, someone awesome, and someone all mine. I need to be thinking of you.â
So very excited, I nodded, yes.
He kissed my neck and went to my ear. If I hadnât been lying down I would have fallen. I was so mesmerized by his touch. Tired in each otherâs arms we lay still.
âYouâre gorgeous and youâre mine,â Creed said, as we drifted off to sleep. âWhat a gift!â
6
PROMISE
A fter a week of underground hell, I was excited to take my first official step into Beta Gamma Pi. It was the Pi induction ceremony. I still didnât really know a lot of folks on my line. We had been doing things independently for all of our big sisters, chauffeuring them around, running errands, and doing everybody elseâs homework and research papers. It was a hot mess, but I wasnât quitting.
âSo, weâre really gonna do this?â Trisha turned around and said to me as the sixteen of us stood in line in our black dresses waiting to be escorted into the newly renovated theatre on campus for the ceremony.
I didnât know a lot about everybody on the line, but I did know a few things. Like the tallest girl, Audria, was from Alabama. The girl was a big religious person. Trisha and Bea thought she was a little fake and phony with