and trembles of sensation flooded through her again.
Ryleigh wasnât sure how long he held her and wasnât quite ready when he let her go.
After rolling onto his back he said, âWow.â
âWow, indeed.â She blew out a long breath.
A few moments later he lifted onto his elbow and looked down at her. âI have it on good authority that remaining in a prone position canât hurt the chances of conception.â
âAh,â she said smiling, âA man who listens and remembers. Youâre a phenomenon, Doctor.â
âI can do better than that.â He kissed her forehead, then pulled a pair of sweatpants from a drawer and stepped into them. âStay here, Iâll be right back. And donât forget to relax.â
Ryleigh laughed as he pulled the sheet and blanket over her. She probably couldnât move even if the house was on fire. Her whole body felt lax and bursting with satisfaction. But now that sheâd caught her breath, the wonder of it all sank in.
She and Nick might have just made a baby.
But there was no she and Nick. They werenât a couple who could bask in the glow and excitement of starting this journey, anticipating together this next chapter in their life. That made her a little sad, but it couldnât be helped. As usual, everything in life was a trade-off. To get what she wanted more than anything, she had to feel this feeling of regret.
Nick reappeared with the wine bottle and two glasses, which he set on the nightstand beside her. âI brought you something.â
âThatâs really sweet.â
âIâm a sweet guy.â
âYes, you are,â she agreed.
But it got better. He plumped the pillows behind her until she was half sitting. Then he poured and handed herthe glass of wine, took one for himself and settled on the bed beside her. It wasnât exactly like post coitus cuddling, she thought. And there was no reason to expect it. That would be personal. This was nothing more than biology.
âWhat should we drink to?â he asked.
She thought for a moment, then said, âThe future. May we both get what we want.â
âThat sounds like a plan,â he said, touching his glass to hers. âI hope all your dreams come true.â
The words tugged at her heart. Then she realized that this wasnât like before. The realization jolted her, left her shaken. The experience, the sex, had never felt quite so powerful and it wasnât just about trying to make a baby.
This was different because she had Nickâs full attention. She didnât think that had ever happened when they were married. At least not that she could remember. It was probably just a fluke, an aberration, but testing the theory was loaded with risk.
They were friends and she wanted to keep it that way. Too many nights like this had the potential to coax her to the dark side. With luck, tonight had produced a baby. If so, she and Nick wouldnât have to see each other except for chance meetings at the hospital.
She crossed her fingers and tried to relax, let Nickâs âguysâ do their thing. She hoped the first time was the charm because doing this again could be problematic for their beautiful friendship.
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On Saturday morning Nick closed and locked the front door, then followed Ryleigh to his SUV. After getting in, he turned the key in the ignition and drove out of the development on the way to Mercy Medical Center.
He couldnât say he looked forward to the childrenâs asthma clinic every month, but this time Ryleigh wasgoing with him. That alone didnât explain his excellent good spirits, but if he was being honest with himself, that was part of it. The other part was sex on alternating nights since her fertile window opened. Sheâd informed him that doing the deed every night could deplete sperm count.
Heâd been willing to take the chance that he had enough guys on the in-between