unwrapped it. âYou made me Rice Krispies Marshmallow Treats? Are they my favorite?â
âNo,â Alex laughed. âIn fact, you hate marshmallows, but itâs the only thing I know how to cook and I thought for sure youâd remember that and take pity on me.â He tugged it out of her hand and took a bite. âI grew up on these,â he said, his mouth full.
Cassie turned to him, her eyes gleaming. âAlex,â she said. âWhere did I grow up?â Maine . She knew even before he spoke the word what the answer would be. âAnd who was Connor?â
Alexâs eyes widened, so she could see the ring of gold around the edge of his irises. âYour best friend. How do youâdid you remember all this?â
She grinned, excited. âI was dreaming the whole time I was asleep,â she said. âI remembered a lot of things. Moosehead Lake, and Connor, andâ¦and my mother. Do we ever go there? Do I talk to my parents a lot?â
Alex swallowed. âYour momâs dead, and, well, when I first met you, you told me the reason you went to college in California was to get as far away from Maine as you possibly could.â
Cassie nodded, as if she had expected this. She wondered how much Alex knew about her parents. She wondered if sheâd ever been brave enough to tell him. âWhere are your parents?â
Alex rolled away from her, turning to face the ocean. She watched his profile set, and she had a sudden memoryâthis was the way he looked minutes before he filmed a scene, when his own personality drained away and was replaced by the character he was playing. âTheyâre in New Orleans,â Alex said. âWe donât see much of them, either.â He rubbed his palm against the back of his neck and closed his eyes. Cassie wondered what he was seeing, what made him curl into himself. To her surprise, a sharp ache stung her chest, and she knew right away she had felt it so that he wouldnât have to. When Alex looked up at her, old ghosts still shifted in his eyes. âYou really donât remember me, do you?â he said quietly.
He was inches away but she could feel the line of heat between them as if they were touching. Cassie put her arms around him, shivering as she took in more of his pain. âNo,â she said. âI donât.â
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T HEY MADE POPCORN IN THE MICROWAVE FOR DINNER AND watched a Monty Python rerun on TV. They played War with a deck of cards they found buried in the broom closet. With a pillowcase draped on his head for a wimple, Alex performed Lady Macbethâs âOut, damned spot!â speech, curtsying low when Cassie laughed and clapped. Her eyes were shining when he jumped down from the cleared coffee table heâd used as a stage. She did not know Alex, but she liked him. Surely that was more than most marriages survived on.
Alex pulled her to her feet. âTired?â
Cassie nodded, letting him slip his arm around her waist. As they walked down the stairs to the bedroom, she wondered what the sleeping arrangements would be. They were married, so he could sleep anywhere he pleased; but sheâd really only had one day to get reacquainted with him, and she supposed he might chivalrously offer to stay in a guest bedroom for the night. She wondered if she wanted him to.
At the door to the master bedroom, Alex stopped walking. Cassie stepped away from him, her arms pressed to her sides. She could not bring herself to look at Alex, whose questions, even in the silence, seemed to fill the hallway.
He tipped her chin up and kissed her gently. âGood night,â he said, and then he turned toward a guest room a few doors down.
Cassie watched him for a moment, then walked into the bedroom and closed the door. She pulled her shirt over her head and stepped out of her shorts, tossing them on the four-poster bed en route to the bathroom. Stripping off her underwear, she stood in front