counseling by order of the police department after heâd been shot in the line of duty and heâd been pretty unfazed by the event as far as she could tell. This particular patient was suffering from an entirely different sort of problem.
âSpeaking of that topic, I understand you and Detective MacIntosh have a new case.â
âShe told you about it?â
âYou know I donât directly discuss anything a patient and I say during a session. That policy is why you can freely say anything you want to me, and have the confidence I will never tell her or anyone else either.â
His grin was irreverent. âYou are a hardass about that, true.â
âI assume you want me to be.â
He sobered. âI donât even know why the hell I come here half the time.â
That sounded familiar, but sheâd heard it more than usual lately.
Georgia said noncommittally, âMost people find it helpful to discuss their problems. I doubt my input is a miracle cure, Iâve never thought so even from when I first went into active practice. Itâs more saying the words out loud instead of ignoring what is troubling you.â
âThis case would trouble anyone.â
Sheâd seen that horrific picture and didnât disagree but had to choose her words carefully. âI am not a detective but it is an easy assumption the two of you are working on the recent similar murders that have been very brutal according to the news.â
âFor a refreshing change of pace, the media is telling the truth.â
âIt sounds like you are dealing with someone who might be acting out their anger at the world in an interesting way.â
âDo you think?â Jason Santiago shook his head. âA sick one, thatâs for sure. Tell me, Doc, who wants to destroy someoneâs face? Not to mention punch holes in their chest in a religious symbol.â
âI donât know.â It was the truth. Sheâd been thinking about it quite a lot.
âNeither do we unfortunately.â He shifted in his chair and changed the subject to why she suspected he came to see her in the first place. âI have a feeling Ellie and Grantham are having some kind of problem.â
Now they were getting to it. It was no secret Ellie had only recently moved in with her lover, so Georgia responded neutrally, âWhen two people decide to live in the same house it is often a difficult transition.â
âYeah.â He ran his fingers through his hair, which he often did. âKate and I ⦠we just expected it to be different when we decided to live together. All sunshine and happiness and not just sex and the occasional night out. There was toothpaste in the sink and mutual laundry and all that sort of crap. We just werenât good on an all-the-time basis.â
âAre you hoping they arenât either?â
âWho? MacIntosh and Grantham?â He tried to look disassociated and failed.
Heâd just called her Ellie, but it was MacIntosh now. âDetective, you know exactly who I mean.â
âI donât know if Iâm hoping for anything.â
He was, though. Police officers might be used to people lying to them, but so was she. Half of what she did was sift through the falsehoods to try and find a truth.
âMaybe you should tell her about your feelings.â Georgia had wondered about it all along. As far as she could tell, Ellie MacIntosh was completely unaware of her partnerâs attraction to her, and they dealt with each other on a professional level pretty well. Personally, Georgia was like a voyeur, looking in and waiting to see what might happen next.
That ended the session. He got restlessly to his feet and said in an unemotional voice, âIâve a bit of a problem with that advice, Doc. Iâve never really loved anyone my entire life. Itâs like trying to teach a cripple to walk. I need to get the hang of it first,