Free Sea Daze: First Mate (Lesbian Erotic Romance Series) by Soichiro Irons Page B

thought
was to shrink away, to forget guest service and just slap the hell out of her
for being so bold. Hadn’t I already told her that I’d had a boyfriend in the
past? I mean, sure, I was a little lonely, but I wasn’t ready to play for the
other team just yet! I hadn’t so much as seen another girl naked since I was
twelve years old, when my best friend in seventh grade wanted to compare bodies
with me in the bathroom mirror.
    There was another
part of me, however, that brought my own hand to her own neck and tugged her closer in turn. My body didn’t care that I’d never been
with a woman before – it needed this. My own breath was so frantic that
it was almost painful as I opened my lips wider, feeling her tongue dance
against mine. I was a fast learner…and her mouth was intoxicating. I needed
more - my fingers caressed her hair, tugging it as my fingers clenched with
excitement.
    As quickly as it
had started, it was over – and I was horrified to learn that I was
disappointed. Once the magic of the kiss had ended, my senses returned to me in
a rush as I realized what had just happened. I had just been kissed by a
girl…and, amazingly, I had liked it.
    Eve pulled away
from me and took a step back, looking a little sheepish. Her face had
brightened to a deep, crimson red and she bit her finger as she considered the
petrified expression on my face.
    “I’m sorry about
that,” she said, licking her lips. “I, uh, usually can restrain myself better
in mixed public. You’re just really, really cute – and it’s been so long…please
don’t be mad at me, Amanda.”
    I must have looked
like a complete wreck right then. My normal calm had completely been wrecked,
replaced by a crazed confusion that I couldn’t explain. My heterosexuality, my
professionalism, my common sense – there was no order inside of me at that
moment. What the hell had just happened? Eve had just taken advantage of me,
and I’d completely allowed it – hell, I was a willing participant. What was
wrong with me?
    “I, uh…I’d better
go eat,” Eve continued, after a moment. She looked worried. “Can I still come
see your show tonight? I’ll behave, I promise.”
    Focus, Amanda , I thought to myself. Focus!
     ”Of course,”
I replied weakly, feeling a bit faint. “And, uh, really – don’t worry about,
uh, it. It’s alright. It’s…”
    Eve stepped forward
slowly, taking my hands into hers. I jumped a little at the contact, but she
held on before I could get away. “I’m serious. I’m really sorry – I won’t touch
you again without your permission. Please forgive me.”
    “Of course,” I
replied mechanically. I was suddenly thankful I had gone into dancing instead
of acting, because I was a pretty awful actor. “Of course it’s fine, of course.
No big deal. It’s alright.”
    She didn’t look
convinced, but she let go of me anyways and flashed a tiny smile in my
direction. “I’ll see you around,” she whispered before turning and half-running
into the restaurant.
    A few passengers
watched as she darted off, and belatedly I wondered who had had noticed our
impromptu kiss. It was more than I could deal with, and I made a beeline back
for my station in the lobby, praying that no one got too chatty about the horny
girls that had been making out near the entrance of the deck three buffet .
    It wasn’t until I
started running that I noticed, with some annoyance, that my panties were
fucking soaked.
    ***
    The Excelsius horn blared out right at 16:30, sending
seven short honks and one really long one – indicating that the mandatory
muster drill had begun. Few passengers realized the importance of the
internationally required event, and most simply complained about having to wear
the horrendously ugly lifejackets for the precious thirty minutes the drill
required. God forbid they have to set aside their drinking and gambling for a
few minutes in order to learn how to escape the ship in case of an emergency.
    I