hit every inch of it beforeââ
âBefore the mousetrap tragedy struck.â
I couldnât make out his rumbling response, but it was clear this romance wasnât Romeo and Juliet .
I closed my closet and lay on the floor watching the shadows under the door. Were they dangerous? Could a man who got his toe caught in a mousetrap actually come after me? Then I heard again the sickening sound Raymond had madeâmy bones cracking like eggs, like pencils. I knew Iâd hear that sound over and over in my sleep, in my dreams. Yes, they were dangerous.
I propped my eyes open with my fingers to keep from falling asleep and dreaming. I reminded myself that to be awake is to be alive, if I wanted to live deliberately, but somehow I drifted off, anyway, and woke with the pattern of the carpet pocking my cheek and a dust ball in my mouth. I could have missed something important!
I inched my door open. No one was in the hall. I tiptoed over to the bathroom, where I thought I saw a pinpoint of darting light, although it could have been the low-wattage night-light in a socket close to the floor.
Slowly, I pushed the bathroom door open. Something blocked it. I pushed harder. The door was slammed in my face!
Chapter Twenty
March 1857
THE FATHER OF WATERS
Miss Farrell tracked James down to say good-bye at St. Louis, where she was to board a train for Philadelphia. âWhy, youâre not even packed up. Arenât you and the others getting off here, too?â
âNo, maâam,â James said. âWeâre heading down the Mississippi until it hits the Ohio.â
âWhat about the doctor whoâs waiting for you in St. Louis?â
He shook his head.
âThen youâre going on to Owensboro to see your mama and daddy?â
Again, he shook his head.
âWhy, James Weaver, you rascal, you. That one-legged boy and the Negro and you, youâre all going to Kentucky to help some slaves escape, arenât you? Youâre not raving mad at all.â
âIâm sorry I lied to thee. To you, I mean.â
âAh-ah.â She put her finger over his lips. âI tell you, itâs been a lark. Say, we should exchange tokens.â She buried her head in her carpetbag and pulled out a vial of something wet. âSmelling salts,âshe explained. âIn case one of your runaways should faint. Oh, landâs sake, you brave baby, you.â She pouted. âI bet you donât have anything to give poor Alma Farrell.â
âI do, maâam.â He slid a page of his sketchbook out and handed her the drawing heâd done of her. All the wrinkles were gone, along with about fifty pounds of flab.
She squinted to study the picture. âWhy, Iâm even lovelier than I imagined!â She planted a juicy kiss on Jamesâs cheek. He couldnât wait until her back was turned so he could wipe the greasy red mess away before somebody saw it.
He watched her promenade down the gangplank. Her skirt swayed like a bridge; and the gangplank buckled, then sprang back into place once she was on land.
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Every day the captain of the Francie Mulryan called the passengers together for a little geography lesson.
âHere we go again,â Will muttered, but James noticed that he absorbed each fact as though it were salve on a wound.
âNow that youâre sailing the mighty Mississippi,â the captain announced, âevery lady and gentleman aboard my ship ought to know what the Algonquin called this miraculous river. Any guesses?â
Will shouted out, âââThe Father of Waters.âââ
âHow did you know that, son?â asked the captain, clearly irritated.
âSays so right on my map.â
âAhem. Yes. Well. Here soon weâll be in Cairo, Illinois, where the Father of Waters meets the Ohio. Some of you good folks will be leaving us and sailing farther down into the south, but the proud