lemonade.
âSi,â said Sophia, âyou can play somewhere else.â
âGo fly a kite, Sophie.â
The bystanders watched in silence. Suddenly a tall man with a great curling beard strode onto the platform from the main street. He put a stop to the game with curt unanswerable authority. Sophia raised her eyes to his and said, âThank you, sirââlady to gentleman. He was a stranger, but it was not new to Sophia that it would be men and not women who would be useful to her.
Sophia waited until the fourth day to tell her mother. She left a note on the kitchen table: âDear Mama, I will be a little late. Am selling lemonade at the depot. Love, Sophia.â
Her mother said, âSophia, I donât want you to sell lemonade at the station.â
âBut, Mama, Iâve made three dollars and ten cents.â
âYes, but I donât want you to do it any more.â
âIf you made some of your oatcakes, I know I could sell them all.â
âI think people will try to be kind the first days, Sophia, but it wonât last. I donât want you to do it any more.â
âYes, Mama.â
Three days later her mother found another note on the kitchen table: âAm having supper at Mrs. Tracyâs.â
âWhat were you doing at Mrs. Tracyâs, Sophia?â
âShe had to go to Fort Barry. She gave me fifteen cents to cook the childrenâs supper. Mama, she wants me to stay all night there and sheâll give me another fifteen cents. Sheâs afraid, because Peter plays with matches.â
âIs she expecting you there tonight?â
âYes, Mama.â
âYou may go tonight, but when she comes back you thank her and tell her your mother needs you at home.â
âYes, Mama.â
âAnd do not take the money.â
âBut, Mama, if I do the work, canât I have the money?â
âSophia, youâre too young to understand these things. We donât need these peopleâs kindness. We donât want it.â
âMama, winterâs coming.â
âWhat? What do you mean?âSophia, I want you to remember that I know best.â
Three weeks after Rogerâs departure, on August 16, the postman delivered a letter at âThe Elms.â Sophia received it at the door. She did as the Moslems doâshe pressed it to her forehead and heart. She looked at it closely. It had been opened and clumsily resealed. She carried it to her mother in the kitchen.
âMama, I think it is a letter from Roger.â
âIs it?â Her mother opened it slowly. A two-dollar bill fell to the floor. She looked at the message in a dazed way and passed it to Sophia. âRead . . . ? read it to me, Sophia,â she said hoarsely.
âIt says, âDear Mama, everythingâs fine with me. I hope things are fine with you. Iâll be making more money soon. Itâs not hard to get work here. Chicago is very big. I canât send you an address yet because I donât know where Iâll be. Youâd laugh at how Iâm growing. I hope I stop soon. Love to you and Lily and Sophie and Connie. Roger.ââ
âHeâs well.â
âYes.â
âShow the letter to your sisters.â
âMama, you dropped the money.â
âYes . . . ? well . . . ? put it away safe somewhere.â
Sophia followed her brotherâs instructions precisely. She went down the main street. The calendar was in Porkyâs window. In the early afternoon when there are few people on the street she returned into the town carrying an old pair of Lilyâs shoes. A customer in stocking feet was waiting for a repair. Sophia and Porky, who had never entered a theatre, played a long scene about heels and soles and half-soles; a letter glided from his hand to hers. She continued walking south and sat down on a step of the Civil War monument. She opened the envelope. It contained a