the doorway to the studio and then back at me, eyes concerned. âJake thought he heard somebody arguing.â
âYou stay out of it.â I snapped myself past him.
Jake was there, arms folded across his chest.
âListen to me, son.â
âNo,â he said. âIâm sick of listening to you. You have nothing to say that I want to hear, so just . . . just . . . shut up.â
âExcuse me?â
âJust leave me alone. Thatâs what youâre good at, isnât it? Leaving?â
For once I was too stunned to speak.
âJake, dude, you might want to lighten up,â said the boy behind me.
âItâs okay, buddy.â
The kid fell silent at the sound of Danâs voice. I found mine.
âDan,â I said through my teeth, âthis is out of control.â
âI think youâre the one whoâs out of control,â Ginger said. âYou come in here allââ
âBag it. Iâm going.â I turned and stabbed a finger toward Dan. âBut weâre not done.â
My heart slammed as I made my way through the ranks of the all-metal band, and so did the voice in my head. When did Jake go from monosyllabic grunts to a stream of obnoxia? How did that Ginger person insinuate herself into my boysâ lives? And when did I get kicked to the curb as the one to blame for it all? I was almost to my car and halfway to a stroke when an outside voice overtook me.
âYou just stay away from himâare we clear?â
I turned around in time to see Ginger snatch a piece of irrigation hose from the base of a soaptree.
âWhat are you doing ?â I said.
She brandished the hose at me. âI want you to stay away.â
My anger teetered toward laughter. âI donât know what youâre going to do with thatâwait, let me get a garbage can lid so I can defend myself.â
She looked at the hose as if sheâd just realized it was there. She let her arm drop to her side. âI just canât stand to see them all hurting like that. I get a little crazy.â
âYa think? Does Dan know his girlfriend is a nutbar?â
âTheyâre so upset anyway, and then you come in here and stir everything up.â
âIt needs to be stirred up,â I said. But I put up my hand. âIâm not going to discuss this with you, of all people.â
âAll right, then, Iâll talk.â She took a step toward me, out of the shade, where despite her lowering her weapon, I could still see a trace of wildness in her eyes. âDonât ever talk to my son again the way you just did back there.â
My urge to guffaw disappeared, and a fire went up my backbone. âJake is not your son.â
âIâm talking about Ian.â
âI donât even know who Ian is.â
âYou told him to stay out of it!â
âOhâthat Ian. He doesnât have any part in this.â
She took another step. âNo, see, you are so wrong there. Ian is the only one whoâs going to get Jake through this. Heâs the only one Jake talks toâbecause he cares about him.â
âWhat is he, seventeen?â
âSixteenâand more mature than most grown men I know.â
âI donât care if heâs a child prodigy, ladyâheâs not part of this family.â
âAnd you are?â
âOh, please.â I turned and clawed for the car door handle.
âNo, see, youâre done here,â she said. âYouâre never going to have a relationship with any of them, so why donât you just let us handle Jake, the way weâve been doing for the lastââ
âForget about it.â I yanked the door open. âIâll be back.â
âDidnât you just hear a single thing I said?â With a heave she hurled the hose across the sculpture park, barely missing a metal monster strumming his ukulele.
I slammed the door and fishtailed