so uncomfortable that his heart twisted. He hated that she felt this awful at what was supposed to be their debut as a couple.
Not much point in marrying a wife to stand by his side who wasnât able to, or at least that was what he tried to tell himself. Sternly. But he didnât care about the loss of his plus one at a key networking event when his wifeâs face was tinted a hue best suited for frogs.
âAlex, I donât think youâve met Senator Ramona Galindo.â Phillip forced himself through the niceties of introductions all around, even though Alexâs distress was clear. But he didnât want to be rude, and Alex wouldnât have come back from the bathroom if she wasnât okay. Would she?
Alex shook hands with the senator and her husband. âThank you for coming.â
âIt was a lovely ceremony,â Ramona said brightly.
âI wasnât paying attention,â Alex admitted. âAlso, I was up at the front, so I didnât have a great seat.â
Senator Galindo chuckled nervously, clearly opting to take the comments as a joke. âI know what you mean. I remember very little about my ceremony. It went by in a blur.â
That gave her husband and Phillip permission to smile through the awkwardness. Next time, maybe he should step in, smooth things over. Or not. Alex had to learn to navigate his world in her own way. Heâd offered help and it was up to her to take him up on it.
Phillip bent his head toward Alex to murmur in her ear. âFeeling better?â
Her hair had been twisted into a curly fountain at her crown. With the curve of her neck exposed, the style lent her an elegance he liked. When Alex went all out, she was breathtaking. It was probably a good thing she didnât do it very often because he was having a hard time remembering all the reasons this marriage should be cold and clinical.
âNot really,â she whispered back. âHow soon can we leave?â
Theyâd talked about the importance of the reception at length and sheâd agreed to the big, formal party. And he needed to treat this whole affair like a business event to keep things on an impersonal plane. But he couldnât make her stay if she wasnât feeling well. âIs it that bad? I was hoping to introduce you to some people.â
âI drank ginger ale, ate some crackers and lay on the divan while Cass sponged my neck with a cold cloth. Nothing helped. But I came out anyway because I thought Iâd been gone too long. I know what my job is today. Itâs just harder than Iâd expected it to be.â
The pointed comment wasnât lost on him. She was trying and it wasnât her fault the pregnancy was playing havoc with her insides. âIâm sorry. I wish I could trade places with you. The morning sickness will pass soon, right?â
The band struck up the song the wedding planner had told them would be reserved for their first dance. It was a photo-worthy, crowd-pleasing moment that Alex hadnât wanted to include. She wasnât keen on the idea of being in the spotlight as they danced solo. But heâd talked her into it, just like all the other aspects of the wedding sheâd balked at.
âNot soon enough.â She glanced toward the band. âArenât we supposed to be dancing?â
Alex was being such a good sport that she deserved an out if she wanted it. âWe donât have to.â
âOh, but itâs our wedding.â She bit her lip in that way heâd come to find adorable. âIâd like to try. If youâre okay with that.â
The bravery in her statement hooked Phillip in a place inside that shouldnât have been affected by simple words. How did she slide right past all his internal barriers? No other woman had ever done that. Of course, he hadnât married anyone else.
Maybe the solemnity of the occasion had got to him more than heâd realized. That was