right. He doesnât want his only child to marry somebody like me. I donât even know how to treat a good girl like you. I donât know how to live in a house like that big one of your fatherâs or even how to stay in one place for very long at a time. Iâm not husband material and your father knew it. He didnât want me doing anything to his daughter short of marriage and we both knew I wasnât the marrying kind. Do you understand?â
âNo,â she said softly, looking into his eyes. âI love you andââ
âNo you donât. Youâve just been too busy with your newspaper over the years to notice men and now youâre worried that youâre getting old and you think youâre in love with the first man you see.â
âThen why arenât I in love with Mr. Prescott?â
He leaned back, winked and grinned at her. âIâm better looking. Thereâs no competition.â
âI think youâre right,â she said, moving out of the shelter. âI believe I have made an error.â
He caught her shoulder and pulled her back inside. âDonât get angry, Chris. Under other circumstances, Iâd love to climb into bed with you, but I donât want to go back to that hellhole and I donât want to be unfair to you. You deserve a man whoâs husband material. Iâm not. I hope you can understand.â
âI think I understand better than you think,â she said coolly. âI want to apologize for my forwardness, for following you, as youâve asked me not to do, and for imposing myself on you. I will try to do better in the future and not give you cause to fear that you will have to return to prison because I have put you in an impossible situation. Is that what you wanted to hear? May I go now?â
âI think youâre angry with me. I didnât meanââ
âI am angry with myself,â she interrupted. âAnd deeply embarrassed. Iâve never thrown myself at a man before and I can assure you that I will never do it again. You wonât have any more problems from me, Mr. Tynan. Now, Iâd like to go back to my tent and take a nap, if thatâs all right with you.â
He frowned. âYes, of course. Chris, I really do appreciate the offer, I mean when you thought that physically I couldnâtââ
âWe shall never know, will we?â she said as she left the shelter.
Chapter Seven
By the time they entered the little town at the edge of the rain forest, Chris had cried all the tears she could cry. She had done a marvelous job of staying away from Tynan. No matter what he said to entice her to stop and talk, sheâd ignored him.
Nor did she spend much time with Asher. She did what work was required to keep the camp running and nothing else.
Tynan, after a day of attempting to talk to her, began to stay away from the camp more and more often until, at the last, he was the shadowy figure he had been at the beginning of the trip.
âThis has not become the joyous trip Iâd hoped for,â Asher said with sadness and confusion in his voice. Chris didnât say anything. All she wanted was to get away from the place where sheâd made such a fool of herself.
It was still morning when they pulled into the little town at the foot of the rain forest. The place was busy with shoppers, wagons being loaded, cowboys strolling about, and a few women stopping and talking to each other. Most people halted when they saw the strangers come into town.
At least thatâs what Chris first thought was the cause of their staring. For the first time in days she came out of her dejection and began to take an interest in her surroundings.
As she watched the people, she became aware that they were actually stopping to stare at Tynan.
He was in front of her, his back held as straight as a piece of steel, eyes ahead, looking at no one. As they passed the
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