back.
âReady?â he asked, seeming not to notice his enormous burden.
She nodded and preceded him out of the door.
Downstairs, a breakfast the size of which sheâd never seen before was hot and waiting for them. âYouâve made me miss more meals than I ever have before in my life,â Travis informed her.
She coolly glanced up at his great height, then pointedly at the thickness of his chest. âPerhaps you could stand to miss a few meals.â
Travis laughed, but a few minutes later she saw him glancing at a mirror as if he were inspecting himself. His reaction made her smile, feeling a touch triumphant.
The food was delicious, and Regan was ravenous. She was pleased to see that Travisâs table manners were quite good, perhaps without the delicacy of Farrell or another gentleman of his quality, but he would pass in decent society.
âHave I grown horns?â Travis asked, teasing.
Ignoring him, she looked back down at her food and wondered at her own lack of spirit. Perhaps it was yesterdayâs terrible experience on the docks and Travisâs rescuing of her, but, truthfully, she was beginning to feel some excitement about the idea of going to America. People said that, since the people of America were free, you could get rich there. Maybe she could make her fortune in the primitive country and return to Englandâand Farrellâin triumph.
Travisâs hand under her chin brought her out of her dream. âWere you leaving me again?â he asked quietly. âOr perhaps planning to murder me in my sleep?â
âNeither. I wouldnât waste my time.â
Chuckling, Travis stood, offered her his hand, and helped her up. âI think youâre going to do quite well in America. We need more women with your spirit.â
âI thought you considered all American women the epitome of grace and courage.â
âThereâs always room for improvement,â he laughed, taking her arm. âNow, stay close to me and youâll be all right,â he said seriously, his eyes warning her.
She didnât need a second warning, and as soon as they left the inn she found herself clinging to Travisâs arm. The fishy smell and the noises peculiar to the waterfront hit her hard, and for a moment she was transported back to the time when the menâs hands had clawed at her.
Travis was watching her thoughtfully, aware of the fear in her eyes. He threw the heavy trunk onto the waiting wagon and told the driver which ship to take it to. When it was gone, he turned back to Regan. âThereâs only one way to lick a fear, and that is to face it straight on. If you fall off a horse, you have to get right back on immediately.â
Regan barely listened to this confusing bit of advice but instead moved even closer to Travis, her fingers digging into his arm. âWill the carriage be here soon?â she whispered.
âWeâre not getting a carriage,â Travis said heartily. âYou and I are going to walk to the ship. By the time we get there, you wonât be so afraid. I donât want you cowering every time we get near a wharf or you smell rotten fish.â
It took several moments for his words to reach her brain. Pulling away from him, she looked up in astonishment. âIs this some sort of American logic? I do not want to walk through thisâ¦this place. I demand you get me a carriage.â
âDemand, is it?â Travis smiled. âFrom what Iâve learned in life, people shouldnât make demands unless they can carry them through. Are you prepared to walk to the ship by yourself?â
âYou wouldnât do that, would you?â she whispered.
âNo, love,â he said quietly, grasping her hand. âI wonât even leave you in this country alone, much less in this slimy place. Now, come on and smile at me. Weâll walk to the ship, and youâll see how safe you are with me.â
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J. S. Cooper, Helen Cooper