Older. These past few days have taken a toll on her, I realizeâon all of us.
I lay a gentle hand on her arm. âHey, why donât you go take a nap too?â
She sighs, her shoulders sagging. âMaybe I will.â
I kiss her on the cheek and take the pitcher from her. âGo on,â I say, motioning toward the door. âIâll put this away.â
âThanks, honey.â
I watch her walk out, marveling at how much she looks like Nan from the back. They have the same coloring, the same long, straight, honey-blond hair, and the same athletic build.
Whereas I got my dadâs coloringâreddish blond hair, pale skinâand slight build. Only somehow I got Mamaâs blue eyes, whereas Nan got Daddyâs green ones. Genetics are funny that way.
Carefully, I set the pitcher back inside the fridge. I know how much Mama loves it. Itâs beautiful, round with a sort of ruffled rimâfrom Tiffanyâs. She got it as a wedding present, and it still looks as good as new.
I quickly wipe down the counter, then tiptoe out onto the sleeping porch on the west side of the house. The entire rectangular space is screened in, with two ceiling fans stirring the air from above. The wood paneling below the screens is painted white, just beginning to peel in some spots.
In the corner closest to the door, a full-size wood-frame bed hangs from the ceilingâsort of like an enormous swing. Thereâs a white wicker bedside table against the wall and two matching wicker chairs on the far side of the porch. All the linens and cushions are white with blue ticking, and several hurricane lamps provide lighting along with white twinkle lights wrapped around the rafters.
Thereâs a second sleeping porch on the opposite side of the houseâmy momâs. Itâs pretty much the same, exceptfor the yellow-and-white color scheme. Still, I like this one much better. Itâs ours, Nanâs and mine.
I find Nan stretched out on the bed, lying on her back with her legs crossed at the ankles. âJemma, Jemma, Bo-Bemma,â she calls out as I close the French doors behind me and set down my glass of tea.
âNan, Nan, Bo-Ban,â I answer, my voice breaking ever so slightly on the last syllable. I know itâs silly, but itâs something weâve always done. âHowâre you feeling?â
âFine. Iâm not dying, you know. I woke up with a migraine, but my meds managed to knock it out.â
âProbably the weather.â I tip my head toward the dark clouds in the distance. âStormâs aâbrewing.â
She nods. âThat always does it. My head, the barometer.â
âYeah, mine too. Sucks.â Itâs one of those things we have in commonâmigraines. Which makes me wonder if a tumor is in my future too. Maybe itâs just a coincidence. I hope so.
âCâmon, lie down,â she says, patting the space beside her.
âOkay, but no more jokes about dying,â I say as I climb up onto the bed. âItâs not funny.â
She ignores that. âDid you know that Great-Grandma Cafferty had the same thing in her head? At least, she probably did. Itâs what killed her.â
âI thought she died from an aneurysm or a hemorrhage or something like that.â
âYeah, as a result of brain surgery. It was a success, but then she bled to death,â she says matter-of-factly.
My stomach lurches uncomfortably. âThat was ages ago. Iâm sure brain surgeryâs come a long way since then. Donât they use lasers or something now?â
âMaybe. Guess Iâll find out soon enough,â she says with a shrug. âAnyway, whatâs up with you? Mama says youâre going out with Patrick Hughes.â
âI went out with him once,â I say, rolling my eyes. Still, Iâm glad for the change of topic. âItâs no big deal. I canât believe she told