Heâs going to pick me up and weâll hang out. Later, he drops us off at the house and speeds out of there like the devil is on his tail. Maybe heâs right, âcause as soon as he turns the cararound, Courtney comes raging outside. He was driving out of there and she was running after him. It would be comical, if it wasnât so damn sad.
She glares at me. I give her my own defiant stare. I know she isnât gonna say or do anything. She is a punk and she knows I know it. I hang out in my dadâs office the rest of the afternoon. Itâs perfect. He has a refrigerator filled with junk and a full bathroom, so Iâm cool. The boys hang with me. That always pisses Courtney off, so of course I encourage it. When it gets late, I go up to my bedroom to change for the mall. I open my bedroom door, turn the light on and go off. âWhat the hell?â I stomp down the hall to my dadâs bedroom. The door is open and Courtney is sitting in the middle of the bed polishing her toenails. âWhat happened to my room?â I ask. She looks up at me and rolls her eyes, then goes back to what she was doing. âWhat happened to my room, Courtney?â I say again.
She doesnât look up this time. âI needed the space to clear away some junk in the extra bedroom, and since you werenât here, I moved everything into your room.â She looks up at me and smiles. âYou donât mind, do you?â
I am so pissed off inside, but all I do is smile and nod. âAâight, fine, you got this one. But know this, whatever you think I got, Iâll make sure you donât get a damn penny.â
She looks up at me again. Her eyes narrow. I know exactly what she is thinking and all the names she is calling me. But I donât care. Letting her think sheâs messed up getting money is enough for right now. âYou donât have anything I want,â she says.
I smile. âAre you sure about that?â
âYou wouldnât always be here begging, if you did,â she says smugly.
I smile again, and this time I chuckle. âAre you sure about that? Why should I use my money when I can use my dadâs?â
Her expression changes. This time it is obvious she isnât so sure. She gets pissed all over again. I love it. âYou know what, Kenishaâ¦â she begins, but I close the door and walk away. I can hear her screaming as I head back to my bedroom. She is getting louder and louder. I start laughing. I love messing with her. She always thinks she can get the best of me, but she canât. I go into my bedroom and look around. It is a mess.
To make room for her brother, Courtney, the perpetual bitch, screwed up my bedroom by dumping a whole bunch of her stupid junk in here. There are boxes everywhere. Courtney is a TV-ordering junkie. She lives for it. Every stupid thing she sees, she orders. My stuff is still there, but her junk is everywhere on top of it. Okay, Iâll give her that point. But thatâs the last damn point sheâs gonna get. I change and leave after that.
I see my girls for a hot minute Saturday night. But Iâm not in the mood to go to the movies or to even shop. We just hang out in the food court talking. They were really rooting for me to come back to school, so I need to tell them what happened. âMy dad didnât pay Hazelhurst,â I say.
âIs he going to?â Diamond asks. I shake my head no.
âAre you sure?â Jalisa asks. I nod, then look away.
âShit.â âDamm,â they say, at almost the same time. I donât know who said what.
âOkay,â Jalisa says, already thinking ahead. âWhat about a scholarship.â
âYeah,â Diamond says excitedly, âyeah, a scholarship.â
âHell, no, Iâm not doing that. You know that shit gets around. I donât want to hear it.â
âNobodyâs gonna know.â
I look at her seriously.