the foyer, bent down and opened her arms. Beth and Tina, their eyes shining from the long sleep, ran to her.
âMommy, we were looking for you,â Beth said accusingly.
âMe like it here,â Tina chirped in.
âAnd we have a present,â Beth said.
âA present? What have you got, love?â
âMe too,â Tina cried. âThank you, Mommy.â
âIt was on our pillows,â Beth explained.
Jenny gasped and stared. Each little girl was holding a small round cake of pine soap.
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She dressed the children in new red corduroy overalls and striped tee shirts. âNo school,â Beth said positively.
âNo school,â Jenny agreed happily. Quickly she puton slacks and a sweater and they went downstairs. The cleaning woman had just arrived. She had a scrawny frame with incongruously powerful arms and shoulders. Her small eyes set in a puffy face were guarded. She looked as though she rarely smiled. Her hair, too tightly braided, seemed to be pulling up the skin around her hairline, robbing her of expression.
Jenny held out her hand. âYou must be Elsa. Iâm . . .â She started to say âJennyâ and remembered Erichâs annoyance at her too friendly greeting to Joe. âIâm Mrs. Krueger.â She introduced the girls.
Elsa nodded. âI do my best.â
âI can see that,â Jenny said. âThe house looks lovely.â
âYou tell Mr. Krueger that stain on the dining-room paper was not my fault. Maybe he had paint on his hand.â
âI didnât notice a stain last night.â
âI show you.â
There was a smudge on the dining-room paper near the window. Jenny studied it. âFor heaven sake, you almost need a microscope to see it.â
Elsa went into the parlor to begin cleaning and Jenny and the girls breakfasted in the kitchen. When they were finished she got out their coloring books and crayons. âTell you what,â she proposed, âlet me have a cup of coffee in peace and then weâll go out for a walk.â
She wanted to think. Only Erich could have put those cakes of soap on the girlsâ pillows. Of course it was perfectly natural that heâd look in on them this morning and there was nothing wrong with the fact that he obviously liked the smell of pine. Shrugging, she finished her coffee and dressed the children in snowsuits.
The day was cold but there was no wind. Erich had told her that winter in Minnesota could range fromsevere to vicious. âWeâre breaking you in easy this year,â heâd said. âItâs just middlin bad.â
At the doorway she hesitated. Erich might want to show them around the stables and barns and introduce her to the help. âLetâs go this way,â she suggested.
She led Tina and Beth around the back of the house and toward the open fields on the east side of the property. They walked on the crunching snow until the house was almost out of sight. Then as they strolled toward the country road that marked the east boundary of the farm, Jenny noticed a fenced-off area and realized they had come upon the family cemetery. A half-dozen granite monuments were visible through the white pickets.
âWhatâs that, Mommy?â Beth asked.
She opened the gate and they went inside the enclosure. She walked from one to the other of the tombstones, reading the inscriptions. Erich Fritz Krueger, 1843-1913, and Gretchen Krueger, 18471915. They must have been Erichâs great-grandparents. Two little girls: Marthea, 1875-1877, and Amanda, 1878-1890. Erichâs grandparents, Erich Lars and Olga Krueger, both born in 1880. She died in 1941, he in 1948. A baby boy, Erich Hans, who lived eight months in 1911. So much pain, Jenny thought, so much grief. Two little girls lost in one generation, a baby boy in the next one. How do people bear that kind of hurt? At the next monument, Erich