because of reason or logic that I accept God. I accept Him because I just
know,
in my nerves, that He exists. Faith. But my faith in the Devil isâweak. Shaky. I am as sure of God as I am sure I am standing here, on this floor, grasping this chair. Iâm
sure,
I tell you!â
âGood,â said the Bishop almost in a whisper. âI believe you. Tell me. Why are you sure?â
âI donât know,â Gregory said flatly.
Slowly, the Bishop suggested, âWould you say you are sure God exists because, perhaps, God wants you to be sure?â
âI suppose so . . .â
âYes or no?â
After a pause, Gregory said, âYes.â
And the Bishop nailed him: âThenâcould it be you are sure Diabolus does not exist because Diabolus wants you to be sure of
that?â
Gregory threw up his hands. âItâs logical, isnât it?â
Smiling faintly, Gregory said, âI thought we had abandoned logic.â
âThat was you,â the Bishop smiled back. âI havenât.â
Letting the argument mark time for a bit, the Bishop idly examined the books that lined the walls. The priestâs library was both Catholic and catholic. The great and near-great writers of his persuasion were represented: the works of Claudel, Mauriac and Bernanos in the original French; the Englishmen Chesterton, Waugh and Greene; Augustine and à Kempis, ofcourse; Cardinal Newman; Farrowâs
Damien the Leper
was there, and Gerardâs
Autobiography of a Hunted Priest;
the complete
Lives of the Saints
and the
Catholic Encyclopaedia
 . . . âAll the Catholic intellects,â said the Bishop; and, spying other names such as Kafka and Baudelaire, he added, âand a few non-Catholics, too.â
âDo you think theyâve corrupted me?â Gregory asked, good-humoredly.
âWe corrupt ourselves,â said the Bishop. âIf a man can be corrupted by a few books, I doubt if there was anything there to begin with.â Casually, he asked, âDonât you hate people who ask if youâve read them all?â
âI have a standard reply,â said Gregory. ââYes, and some of them twice.ââ
âRead much Kafka?â
âYes, as a matter of fact; a good deal.â
Touching a book, the Bishop said, âI see you have the
Prose Poems
of Baudelaire. Remember the one in which he says, âThe Devilâs cleverest wile is to convince us he does not existâ?â
âNot particularly. And if I didâhe was a heretic writer, remember: you think itâs a good idea to enlist his aid in your argument?â
âWell,â chuckled the Bishop, âI wasnât having much luck with dogma, was I?â He turned back to the bookcase and touched another book. âThis Kafka chap, now. I canât claim to have read much of him, but I do remember one little thing he wrote somewhere. He said, âOne of the Devilâs most effective tricks to waylay us is to pick a fight with us. It is like a fight with a woman which ends in bed.ââ
The Bishop turned to Gregory. âIâve never had anything against your psychiatric dabbling, Gregory. You may think me an old fogy, but I try to keep up with the times. Iâm aware of the work Father Devlin, the analyst, has been doing in Chicago. All of this is fine, but I wonder if you havenât allowed yourself to be seduced by some of the more materialistic views of possession and exorcism? I know, for instance, that demonic possession is considered by many psychiatrists to be no more than an ancient way of saying mental illness. I know that the case in Luke of thewoman bowed down by Satan for eighteen years is called hysterical paralysis, and that Christ, in an exorcism mentioned in Mark, is said to have cured a case of what would be called acute mania today. The concept of God and Diabolus struggling for the human soul is accepted only