âListen, you go back to bed. Iâm going to get a glass of milk and watch some television. Itâs going to take me a few minutes to shake this.â
âItâs amazing how real dreams can be.â She paused. âIâll stay up with you. Iâll make cocoa. It wonât take long.â
Before he could answer, Myra was off the bed and making her way through the dark room like a cat. He looked at the clock on his nightstand. Blue numbers shone 1:03. A lousy time to be awake.
âLast call, folks.â The bartenderâs voice rolled through the dingy bar, falling on the ears of the last hangers-on. Most had been in Chuckyâs Bar since early evening. All had entered chattering and telling jokes, but hours of drinking had left the remainders a maudlin bunch gazing into their drinks like a fortune-teller hovering over a crystal ball. But where the psychic boasted of seeing the future, these men saw only the past.
Ronny Mason knew this because he had been one of the dopes who spent their evenings seeking the company of people worse off than they. After losing his truck-driving job because of back problems, Ronny had begun a consistent regimen of self-medication in the form of shots of whiskey. Ronnyâs change came in the form of an ultimatum from a wife he loved more than life. âGet over your problems, get a new job, or get a new wife.â
The prospect of returning home to an empty house frightened him. It was one thing to lose a job, but to lose a woman like Betsy was nothing short of criminal.
Ronnyâs solution: buy the bar. Chuckyâs became his two years ago, and he had been sober each day of those two years. His back still hurt and he needed help lifting cartons, but he got by.
âDid everyone hear? Last call.â He rubbed his ample belly then began the final cleanup behind the long wooden bar. When everyone was out, heâd lock the door and spend the next hour sweeping the floor, wiping tables, and closing out the register. Then it was home to a warm bed and the smell of his wife.
âAw, come on, Ronaniro, donât nobody care if you close late.â
âState of California does, Mikey. If they closed me down, then where would you go every evening?â
âUm, the place down the street.â
âYou know they donât let the likes of you in their place. They cater to a better class of losers.â
âAinât no better class, Ronjamite. We is the best lot of losers ever knocked back a beer.â
âTrue.â Ronny gave a little laugh. Some of these men he considered family. âAnd I love you all like brothers. Now finish your drinks and get out. Any of you need a ride, best let me know now. I know you do, Mikey.â
âNot me, pal. Iâm sober as a judge on Sunday.â
âRight. I think you had better hand them keys over now. Iâll call you a cab.â
âHey, everyone, the Ronster thinks Iâm a cab.â
No one laughed. The joke had been played too many times.
Ronny moved down the bar, wiping up spills, salt crystals from pretzels, and shells from peanuts. He stopped when he reached a young man with thick brown hair, bloodshot eyes, and a puffy, awkward-looking ear.
âHow about you, young man? You need a cab?â
âNah, Iâm fine, and Iâm not that young. Iâm almost thirty.â
âAlmost thirty, eh? Well, when youâve got fifty-five in your rearview mirror, then almost-thirty is young.â Ronny paused and studied the man. This was his first night in the bar, and he stuck out like a palm tree on a glacier. âYou okay?â
âNever better, old man. Why?â
ââCuz you been tossing shots of Wild Turkey like Kool-Aid.â
âSo?â
âNuthinâ. Just that most people who hit the juice that heavy have just lost a job or someoneâs died.â
âWell, youâre wrong about me. And I donât appreciate