Itâll never happen again. Annie, I would never, ever hurt you. You know that. Iâm ... What I am is ... jealous. Yeah, Iâm jealous. I wanted to be the one to put that sappy expression on your face. Me, not some guy I donât know.... Or do I know him? Forget it, forget I said that. Itâs none of my business.â
Annie turned. âFor every action, Pete, there is a reaction. I reacted. Look, I canâtâwonâtâgo to bed with you because ... because I care about you. If I need a bodily release, I can find it anywhere. Why are you looking at me like that? You guys talk like that all the time. I wonât . . . I will not muck up our friendship. If you think so little of it, then maybe you and I should just . . . go our separate ways. Iâm sorry for my part in this. I have to get to class.â
âAre we studying tonight?â
âI donât know,â Annie called over her shoulder.
He was more confused than ever. Love was love. Love. In love. Love. Out of love. This confused, euphoric, gut-wrenching feeling had to be some kind of love. Son of a bitch. He remembered a feeling that was similar the day Barney said heâd come for him. That was love. When Leo came for him, that was a kind of love too. The first time he had sex, he thought it was a kind of love. âShit!â he said succinctly. He jammed his hands in his pockets. âSo fuck you too, Annie Gabriel,â he muttered as he turned and walked in the opposite direction.
Back in his apartment, Pete paced, up and down, over and around. Damn Annie Gabriel. He couldnât let it go on like this. God, the look on her face, it was so terrible, heâd made it back just in time to puke up his guts. He had to make things right with Annie. The only problem was, he didnât know how. In a fit of something he couldnât define, he called his uncle Leo. He blurted out the past hourâs happenings. âI want to do something, but I donât know what. Do you have any ideas, any advice?â he asked hopefully.
âI have an idea, Peter. Iâll need thirty minutes or so. I just need to know one thing, can you manage a few days off, your friend too?â
âHow many days is a few? Annie wonât have a problem. Itâs me, Iâm not the quick study she is. Four, tops.â
âSounds good to me. Five would be better, though. Iâll get back to you in half an hour or so.â
Pete waited. He paced again, up and down, over and around. When the phone rang forty minutes later, he caught it in midring. âYeah,â he bellowed.
âI have it all set up. Pick up your friend and take a cab to Logan Airport. Thereâs a charter waiting for you. Your destination is Paris. Your hotel has been booked. First-class all the way, Pete. Your pilot will have all the details. Sometimes you need to do something completely... what I mean is, you need to act on impulse on occasion. Iâm happy to be of help. I think it sounds like both of you need some getaway time before those hallowed halls close in around you.â
âParis as in France?â Pete said, his jaw dropping.
âThatâs the only one I know. Have a good time, Peter.â
âYes, sir, I will, sir,â Pete said, but he was talking to a dead phone. Jesus Christ, Paris, France, with Annie. His fist shot in the air. Pack a bag or not pack a bag. Hell no, heâd charge everything on the Visa card Leo gave him that heâd never used. Heâd buy Annie a Paris creation.
âYeahhhhh.â
Fifteen minutes later Pete was in the back of Annieâs classroom. He tiptoed down the aisle to her seat and hissed, âCome with me right now. Now , Annie.â
Annie didnât question the order. She gathered up her books and followed Pete from the room. âWhatâs wrong?â she asked fearfully.
âLook, donât ask any questions, just follow me. Nothing is wrong. Thatâs