door.
âIâm busy!â I call.
Thereâs another tap. Then the door opens. Ethan and Colt are standing there.
Way to go, Dream, Ethan signs. Then he leaves me alone with Colt.
Colt steps in. âI see you got her to stick her head in after all.â
I nod.
âIâm sorry I said that about no present, Ellie. That was stupid. And mean. I was just messed up. I guess Iâve been messed up for a while.â
âWhy? Whatâs wrong, Colt?â I ask, not letting go of Dream. âWhy arenât we friends anymore?â
He looks up like Iâve smacked him. âWe are! Arenât we?â
âI donât know,â I admit. âYouâve sure been acting like we arenât. If we were friends, wouldnât you have told me what was wrong?â
Colt sits in the only chair in my room. âI couldnât.â Heâs quiet for so long that I think heâs done. Then, without looking at me, he says, âMy parents are splitting up. Theyâre getting a divorce.â
âColt . . .â I donât know what to say.
âThatâs why I had to go with Dad to St. Louis. Heâs got an apartment there already. He wanted to show me where Iâll be visiting every other weekend. Heâs getting a house, and Sierraâs going to live with him. She actually likes the idea. My sister always wanted to live in a city.â
I want to ask him why he didnât tell me. But I think he just wants to talk. So I let him.
âIt feels like Iâm losing my dad and my sister.â He pauses. âSierra could change her mind still. And I guess I could change mine and go live with Dad.â
I know itâs selfish, but that makes me feel worse than anything.
âThatâs why Mom and Dad have been pulling out the super-parent act,â he explains. âYou saw how they were with those horses they got me. Itâs been like that with everything. Iâm so tired of it. I told them both I donât even want their horses. You were right. I donât want a fancy English show horse. And neither one of them knows me well enough to know that.â
âColt, I canât believe you told them you donât want either horse. They must have cost thousands of dollars.â
âProbably. But theyâre still not what I want. Those horses would never be like Dream. Can you imagine either one of them putting her head through my window?â We laugh a tiny bit. âI want a horse that will be a friend. Like Dream is to you.â
âDo you mean it?â
âYeah.â
I kiss Dream on the head and turn to Colt. âThen maybe itâs time to show you the present I got you.â
âYou donât have to do that, Ellie. I didnât meanââ
âYou didnât really believe I wouldnât get a gift for my best friend, did you?â I ask.
He shrugs. âI wouldnât have blamed you if you didnât. I havenât been acting much like a friend.â
âFollow me.â I lead Colt through the house, right past Mom, Dad, and Ethan. Theyâre supposed to be watching the Bearâs first car commercial on TV. But I can tell theyâre all watching us and pretending not to.
At the back door I stop. âColt, now you need to use your imagination before you see my present.â
âI ought to be able to handle that. Iâve been hanging out with you long enough.â
I walk toward the lean-to.
Colt follows me. âWhere are we going?â
I donât answer. My heart is pounding. I walk into the lean-to and lead Bullet out. âBefore you say anything, remember to use your imagination. This is Bullet. He has some extra weight on himâwell, you can see that. But underneath that is a terrific quarter horse. He used to belong to the Bear, andââ
âThe Bear?â Colt says. âAs in the baseball legend the Bear?â
âYeah. Thatâs