finished, you can scrub my frying pan if you have a mind to. Itâs been soaking in the basin long enough.â
Emily was happy to have something to do. She quickly ate, then rolled up her sleeves and attacked the pan with a vengeance, smiling to herself as she tried to picture her motherâs reaction if she were watching her daughter now. She would probably have heart palpitations, Emily supposed, for none of her daughters were ever allowed to do common houseworkâthere were maids for thatâbut after sheâd gotten over her initial shock, Emily didnât think sheâd be disappointed in her.
âMillie, do you have anyone to help you with your chores?â she asked.
âNo, but Iâm getting used to the notion of hiring someone. My Johnâs been nagging me to slow down, and lately our house has been packed with guests more often than not. After washing and cleaning and cooking and fetching all day long, by nightfall Iâm so weary I can hardly get myself ready for bed.â
âHave you ever thought about moving to a town?â
âNo, Iâd never want to do that. Folks have to come through here to get north or west unless the seasonâs dry and they can cut through the gullies, and even though we have lots of company, weâre still isolated enough to feel free. I donât think I could abide having neighbors living right on top of me, knowing my business. John wouldnât like it either.â
Emily had lifted the heavy pan out of the soapy water and begun to dry it with the towel Millie handed her when she suddenly noticed the pounding had stopped. She also noticed Millieâs hands were shaking.
âDo you think Murphyâs men have left?â
âWe arenât going to be that lucky. Their kind never gives up.â
âExactly what is âtheir kindâ?â
âIgnorant drunks who steal anything that will bring a dollar for more liquor and break everything else. Canât reason with a drunk, Emily, but donât fret about it. Your man wonât let any harm come to you.â
âHe wonât let anyone hurt you either. He isnât my man though,â she said.
âYouâre wanting him to be, arenât you?â
Her bluntness made Emily smile. âWhy would you think that? Iâm on my way to marry another man,â she reminded her.
âDonât seem right to me,â Millie muttered. She shut the oven door and turned so Emily could see her frown. âYou seem smart enough, girl. Youâd best rid yourself of your pride and tell him whatâs inside your heart before itâs too late.â
âBut, Millie . . .â
âWonât do you any good to argue with me. There were sparks flying between you two, and anyone with half a brain would know whatâs going on. Ask him to court you.â
Emily shook her head. âEven if I did want Travis to court me, it wouldnât matter. He told me he isnât the marrying kind.â
Millie scoffed at the notion. âNo manâs the marrying kind until the ceremonyâs over. Donât you go believing that nonsense, girl. I saw how close he sat next to you at the table. Why, he had you squeezed up nice and tight against his side. I saw him take hold of your hand too, but I didnât see you pull away. You didnât mind one little bit, did you?â
Emilyâs shoulders sagged when she said, âNo, I didnât mind. I donât know whatâs come over me. Mr. OâTooleâs letters were very nice, and when he suggestedââ
âHogwash,â Millie muttered. âAre you going to ruin your life because of some letters?â
âIt wasnât supposed to get complicated,â Emily said. âI made up my mind to take charge of my destiny, and now I think that maybe Travis was right. He told me it was my pride being wounded that made me act so rashly. Millie, I donât know
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