another 9/11 because he had allowed his prisoner to escape in the chaos.
The path back to the courtroom was blocked, so there was only one way for Shaw to goâdeeper into the lockup. From what he could see, the power had been knocked out. Which meant the electronic doors were useless at confining anyone. Not that Shaw or his colleagues had had time to secure Alivi. Just as he and the others entered the lockup, the ceiling started falling. The last heâd seen the prisoner, Alivi was heading in the direction Shaw was heading in now.
Darren Shaw wasnât necessarily afraid of the dark, but this was ridiculous. He couldnât see two feet ahead of him. He walked with his arms out in front of him, like a blind man without a dog or a cane.
âDaddy, I donât like the dark. Can you put on my light-night?â
âNight-light, honey.â
âThatâs what I said! Light-night.â
That was his youngest, Denise. Denise was two going on twenty-two. Thatâs how it was when a girl had two older sisters. Denise was growing up faster than any of them. Which wasnât so much of a concern for Shaw now. But in ten or fifteen years? He knew heâd be singing a different tune if Denise grew up before her time. All children should have a chance to be kids. No need to grow up fast; nothing waiting for them that wonât be there when theyâre old enough to appreciate it.
Shaw felt to his right, searching for the metal door that opened into the private stairwell used just by the marshals to bring prisoners up to the courtrooms. Cell, wall, cell, wall, doâ
No door, just open air and Shaw stumbled through the doorframe and nearly tumbled down the stairs. He turned back, felt around but the door wasnât open; it just wasnât there. The door had come off in theâ
In the what? Shaw thought. The explosion? The earthquake?
Does it matter?
No, whatever happened, Shawâs duty remained the same.
He reached out in search of the railing. When his fingers finally found it, he grasped it like a lifeline and took the first step down. Wishing the whole while that he could reach out to Tamron, let her know he was all right. Sheâd be worried. His oldest daughter, Isis, sheâd be nervous, too. She was only twelve but already felt she had the weight of the world on her shoulders. Growing up as she was in this post-9/11 world, he shouldnât have been surprised. He and Tamron had tried to shield her as much as possible in the first few years of her life, but once she started school, it became more and more difficult. Now, she was on the Internet for hours on end each day. She went to sites like WebMD and worried herself senseless about cancer and exotic diseases like SARS. Her counselor at school even had a name for thatâcyberchondria. But she wasnât just a hypochondriac; she was terrified of just about everything. Terrorism, crime, povertyâthatâs right, she was even worried about the global economy. And she didnât like what her daddy did for a living at all. âWhat if some of your prisonerâs friends decide to help him escape? What if they bring guns? What if they set up one of those IEDs along the road like in Iraq?â
âThis isnât Iraq, sweetheart,â heâd told her more than once. But it did little good. Even when he succeeded in comforting her, her fears blew right back through the window the moment he left for work.
Shaw found the landing and took several deep breaths.
Halfway there, he thought.
And then what?
Well, that depended entirely on what he found down there, didnât it?
He started down the next flight of stairs same as he did the first. Thinking of his middle child, Tiana. She was the quiet one. Seven years old and hardly ever made a peep. Oh, Tiana was smart, he knew that. She made straight Aâs in school and excelled at standardized tests. She just didnât say much. Shaw often called her an