about that anymore. In retrospect, it was the best thing that could have happened to me.â
He looked as if sheâd slapped him. âIs that so? Then maybe Iâd better reconsider the idea of moving back. Iâd hate to cramp your style.â
âI didnât mean it like that. I only meantââ
âIf you see me as a potential problem, why the hell did you climb into my bunk this morning?â
âBecause I thought it could be simple like you said. No expectations, no agenda, just...â
âSex.â Hurt shone in his green eyes.
âNo, it was more than that.â
âDamn straight it was. Look, I have to get to the airport, and we both need to concentrate on Rosie, anyway. If and when that settles down, and I have to believe it will or Iâll go crazy, weâll compare schedules. Maybe you can fit me in.â
âDamn it, Cade! Youâre being ridiculous.â
âMe? Youâre the one who was wild for me a few hours ago but now youâre saying weâll get together when itâs
convenient
.â
âI was justââ
âLook, I gotta go. Thanks for...everything.â He left, closing the door behind him.
Stupid man!
She followed him out, making sure the cat stayed inside. Fortunately Ringo seemed uninterested in escape. âIâll probably come to the hospital later,â she called out.
âSuit yourself.â Cade didnât break stride.
Lexi sighed and leaned against the doorjamb. âThat certainly went well.â How ironic. Five years ago theyâd fought because sheâd wanted to marry him and have his babies, but heâd been determined to keep his lone-wolf status.
Now she was the one setting boundaries and he had the hurt feelings. Maybe she shouldnât have used the word
convenient
, but in the end, that was the bottom line. She would no longer drop everything when he beckoned as sheâd done during their dating years. He might not have demanded that of her, but it was her pattern. Sheâd thought they should have an understanding from the get-go that things had changed.
But sheâd upset him, and heâd stomped off. Not a good beginning. Maybe she shouldnât have said anything while his nerves were so raw with Rosie in the hospital. He hated hospitals, but he was making himself go there, anyway.
So maybe climbing into his bunk had been a big mistake, except heâd seemed so miserable. Because sheâd wanted him, too, sheâd thought sex would do them both good. Now she wasnât so pleased about the outcome.
The cabin had an excellent view of the Bighorns from the front stoop, so she stayed where she was and focused on the scenery until she heard Cadeâs truck drive away. Heâd said that their relationship used to be simple. In a flash of insight, she knew why that had been absolutely true. Heâd led and sheâd followed. Whatever his plan, sheâd fallen in with it, at least most of the time.
Who could have blamed her? He was gorgeous, funny and amazing in bed. Making love with Cade was the single most inspiring activity she could imagine. Sheâd like to do it again, assuming Rosieâs health scare turned out to be nothing major and she hadnât ticked him off to the point heâd leave again.
Todayâs argument aside, she thought the chances of another round of satisfying sex were excellent. Cade wasnât capable of holding a grudge, one of his other endearing qualities. But they hadnât communicated very well regarding this issue. Sheâd have to try again before they became any more enmeshed.
He was right, though. They wouldnât have much chance to be alone together for the next few days. That would give her time to get her bearings, because she had a feeling he was back to stay.
And she wanted him to. Maybe theyâd come to a workable arrangement and maybe they wouldnât, but knowing heâd be around
Gillian Doyle, Susan Leslie Liepitz