opened. Grinning, Josh entered the work area of her clinic, carrying a bag from Bertâs Barbecue, Rufus at his side.
âI brought lunch. I hope youâre hungry. They had a two-for-one deal on Bertâs house special.â
She raised one hand without entering the small staff room. âLast night when you said you could come here for lunch, I really wasnât thinking. We canât eat in here. My staff room is very small, too tight for two adults and two dogs.â
One eyebrow quirked. âMaybe, but Iâm starved, and Iâve got to get back to my store soon because Iâm a person short again. I donât mind squeezing together. I donât have time to go someplace else to eat. Besides, I donât want this to get cold.â
Squeezing together .
With her reawakened feelings for Josh so raw and pressed to the front of her mind, the thought nearly terrified her.
She cleared her throat, hoping he couldnât hear her heart pounding. âI guess so,â she squeaked out, wanting to kick herself for not being able to keep her voice in control like a reasonable and allegedly mature adult.
But then her life around Josh had never been reasonable. Years ago, the pending possibilities of sitting too close to Josh would have inspired him making a number of bad jokes or sarcastic comments.
She gritted her teeth, waiting for the onslaught.
He walked toward the staff room door. âLetâs eat before my stomach does something embarrassing.â
Not that having a noisy stomach in front of her had ever bothered him before. However, if her stomach grumbled in front of him now, suddenly she felt like she might just die of embarrassment.
She led him into the small room, which wasnât much bigger than her walk-in closet at home. Actually, between the one-person sized card table and small bar-sized sink in the corner, and what her staff called the worldâs smallest loveseat, everything so squished together made her closet seem like a mansion. When Scruffy followed them in, there was less room than ever.
âIâve never been back here before. Itâs cozy.â
âIf thatâs a polite way of saying cramped, then youâre right.â Because of the size of the room, if anyone needed the table to eat, sheâd purchased a folding chair. It wouldnât work for them, however. Not with two adults and two dogs.
Without waiting for her direction, Josh plunked himself down on the loveseat and patted the space next to him.
Sarah remained standing. When sheâd decided that it was time to see if having an adult relationship with Josh was a possibility, she hadnât projected squishing up beside him.
Her heart raced, and her knees felt wobbly. She probably needed some time to calm her nerves, and she definitely needed more space.
Sara looked past the door through the window to the parking lot. âI think weâd have more room if we sat in my car with the dogs in the back seat. Or maybe we should take a short drive and go sit in the park.â
âNo way. These sandwiches are going to get cold. Besides, I already told you, I donât have that kind of time today.â
Sarah stiffened her back, sucked in a deep breath, and squeezed down into the small seat beside him, pressing against him from hip to knees. She didnât like it. Her feelings were still too raw to deal with this.
She cleared her throat. âThis is embarrassingly close. I donât know how any manufacturer can ever claim this comfortably seats two people.â
Instead of squishing himself against the arm of the cramped loveseat, he raised one arm and rested it on the back of the seat, behind her. âI donât know. I guess thatâs why they call it a loveseat. It implies that two people would want to sit close.â
She couldnât help her awareness of Joshâs arm behind her, sitting in a way guys typically sat, completely unaware of the awkwardness