started to
ache. Charlene set them out on the back seat, went back to fill a plastic bag
sheâd found, then got into the car and slammed the door. âToo bad I donât
have time to pick another hub cap full for Bysshe,â she said.
Mrs. Starbuck started her motor. âThem three,â she said. âTheyâll kill
somebody yet. No sense at all.â
âOh theyâve got sense all right,â she said. âThey just donât know it was
meant to be used. What brought you up this way?â
âNot sightseeing exactly. You shouldâve heard the story I had to tell that
watchman. I ended up doubting it myself. That Bysshe rode into my yard
and right up onto the verandah and said âGuess whoâs just starting down
the side of Handlebar Hill?â I told him I hoped it was doom, heading for
him, but he laughed and said no it was Charlene Porter who was too
scared to ride back.â
âThatâs a lie. He left me.â
âI figured it was. I thought, well I canât afford to see Cut Off from the
air so why not a birdâs-eye view from the hills? Here I am, and look at that
sight.â
They both looked down at the land below, a thick green rug with roads
like worm trails winding through, farm fields like shaved-off squares.
The strait, blue-white from here, looked full and thick and slow. âLetâsget,â Charlene said. âThose blackberries are soft and this sunâll drip juice
all over your back seat.â
The next day she walked over to help make jam but Mrs. Starbuck already had the berries on her stove. âThey havenât boiled yet,â she said, âyou
can help me scald out the bottles.â
She washed the jam bottles in the sink with hot water and soap, then
set them on a rack and let Charlene pour boiling water from the kettle
over them.
âBysshe, youâre in this bottle, stop screaming. Percy, here you are, hereâs
your turn, take it like a man. Shelley, donât cry, itâll only last a minute. No
sense swimming, it takes the skin off anyway.â
âIâm surprised at you,â Mrs. Starbuck said. âA person brought up the
way you are shouldnât talk like that. Leave me to do the mean things.â
âThereâs nothing mean about you,â she said. âIâve never seen you mean.â
Mrs. Starbuck chuckled. âOh, I learned a few things from my husband.
He was an expert.â
âHow come you never had any kids?â
Mrs. Starbuck turned away quickly. âHere. Look here. These berries
are started to boil. You take this wooden spoon and stir a while.â
All that morning they worked together (like mother and daughter, she
thought) until every one of those berries, mashed down and sweetened
with sugar, was safely stuffed inside a jar and capped with wax.
Mrs. Starbuck closed her eyes to breathe in the smell. And in the silence
Charlene heard a sound in the attic. A bird has got in, she thought, for it
was nothing louder than a small body hitting once against a board. It could
even have been something knocked over by a mouse or rat. âThereâs something alive up there,â she cried. âHey you, come down! Mrs. Starbuck,
youâve got bats in your attic!â
Mrs. Starbuck sat down heavily, dropped her body into a chair with a
wumph that knocked her own breath out. âLook at me,â she said. âA fat
cow in these clothes. Youâd be ashamed of me for a mother. Anybodyâd be
ashamed of me.â
âNot me!â
Oh no, sheâd take her out and parade her around and say âmy motherâ
every second sentence. âI think youâre perfect,â she said. Mrs. Starbuck wasabout as far as you could get from that pretty little blue-eyed mother she
remembered but sheâd do. Sheâd do just fine. âIâd just love it, Mrs. Starbuck.â
âWell Iâve had one husband already, all I could bear in