doesnât mean anything.â
âNo man is going to carry around a womanâs hair ornament without a reason.â
âOh, Aunt Theresa, I feel like such an idiot. What if he hates me? What ifââ
âWill you stop with the what ifs! The soupâs finished. Take it to him and go from there.â
âButâ¦â She strove to keep the emotion from her voice. But she couldnât hide her nervousness. If she saw Thorne today, thereâd be no fancy gown or dimmed lights to create an illusion of beauty and worldliness. No moonlight and magic to entice him. Her plaid wool skirt, hand-knit sweater and leather pumps would tell him everything.
Theresa caught her by the shoulders. âStop being so nervous! Itâs not like you.â
Cindy smiled weakly. Sheâd go to him because she had to. Her actions were mapped out in her mind. Sheâd already looked up his address. Sheâd arrive at his apartment, present him with the soup and tell him how sorry she was that heâd gotten a cold. Then, depending on how he responded, sheâd ask for her motherâs comb. But only if he showed signs of being pleased to see her. Somehow she doubted he would.
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The television droned in the background, but Thorne couldnât manage any interest in the silly game shows that ran one after the other. They, however, were only slightly less boring than the soap operas and talk shows on the other channels. He felt hot, then chilled. Sick and uncomfortable. Sleepy from the medication and yet wide-awake. It was only three days until Christmas and he had all the love and goodwill of an ill-tempered, cantankerous grinch.
The small tree in the corner of his living room was testament to his own folly. Heâd enthusiastically put it up the day after meeting Cindy, and now it sat there taunting him, reminding him what a fool he was to believe in romantic dreams. In three daysâ time heâd be obligated to show up at his parentsâ home and face themâand Sheila. The thought was not pleasant. All he wanted to do was hide in his condo and insist the world leave him alone.
He sighed and reached for a glass of grapefruit juice and another cold tablet. Discarded cold remedies crowded his glass coffee table. Heâd taken one pillow plus the quilt from his bed, trying to get comfortable in the living room.
The doorbell chimed and he ignored it.
Seemingly undaunted, the bell rang a second time. âGo away,â he shouted rudely. The last thing he wanted was company.
The ring was followed by loud knocking.
Furious, he shoved his quilt aside and stormed to the front door. He jerked it open and glared angrily at the young woman who stood before him. âI said go away!â heshouted, in no mood to be civil. âI donât want anyâ¦â His voice faded to a croak. âCindy?â He was too shocked to do anything, even breathe. The first thing that came to mind was to haul her into his arms and not let her leave until she told him who she was. But that impulse was immediately followed by an all-consuming anger. He glared at her with contempt.
Cindy stood there, unable to move or to manage a coherent word. A rush of color heated her face. This was a hundred times worse than sheâd imagined. Thorne hated her. Dismayed and disheartened, she handed him the large paper sack. âIâ¦heard you were sick.â
âWhatâs this?â
âChicken soup.â
Thorneâs eyes lit up with sardonic amusement. She resembled a frightened rabbit standing in front of a hungry wolf. He wondered how anyone could look so innocent and completely guileless when he knew her to be a liar and a cheat. âYou might as well come in,â he said gruffly, stepping aside.
âI can only stay a minute,â she said shakily.
âI wouldnât dream of inviting you to stay longer,â he answered, willfully cruel. He was rewarded when he saw the color