first time they met, she hadnât known him well enough for it to be anything more than a hormonal response to a good-looking man who practically oozed charm and sex appeal. But the more she got to know Corey, the more she found herself actually liking him.
Despite the attraction that zinged between them, she felt comfortable with him. Comfortable enough to laugh when he teased her, to respond in kind when he flirted with her and to enjoy the conversations they shared as much as the silences that sometimes fell in-between. Yeah, she was definitely starting to like him, and the combination of lust and like was a lot more difficult to ignore than a purely hormonal reaction.
But when they were alone together, as they were now, the pleasure she felt in his company grew into more, and she wasnât completely comfortable with that.
âSpeaking of the sauce,â she said, needing to break the spell that had woven around her like a spiderâs web, invisibly drawing her closer to him. And just like a fly caught in a web, she knew that it would be dangerous to let him get any closer.
âWhat about the sauce?â There was a hint of laughter in his voice, amusement sparkling in his eyes.
âDonât you need to stir itâ¦or something?â
âOr something,â he agreed and lifted a hand to trail a finger down her cheek.
Her pulse pounded, her breath caught.
Coreyâs eyes stayed locked with hers.
âYouâre a bundle of contradictions, Erin Castro.â
She didnât dare ask what he meant, or maybe she was afraid that she knew. As clearly as she could read the desire in his eyes, she was sure he could see the same want echoed in hers. But sheâd told him that she didnât want to get involved, and sheâd meant it.
âIâm not trying to be,â she told him.
He held her gaze for another minute before he stepped back. âI know. And thatâs why Iâm going to focus on my sauce and let you set the table.â
She exhaled slowly and turned to set her wineglass on the counter. As she reached into the cupboard for the plates, she assured herself that she was grateful heâd backed away.
Grateful and relieved.
And more than a little disappointed.
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Half an hour later, they were seated at the table enjoying hot pasta, warm bread and crisp salad.
âYou were right,â she admitted. âIt tastes even better than it smellsâand it smells fabulous.â
He twirled his fork in his own pasta. âIâm glad youâre enjoying it.â
âAre you kidding? This is one of the best meals Iâve had sinceâ¦â Her words trailed off.
Since sheâd come to Thunder Canyon, she suddenly realized and felt a pang of sadness thinking of the family sheâd left in San Diego. But sheâd had no choice. Not if she wanted to find the answers to the questions that Erma had planted in her mind. And she did want those answers. She needed the answers in order to understand who she really was.
âSince?â Corey prompted.
She forced a smile. âSince I canât remember when,â she told him, keeping her voice deliberately light. âReally, this is amazing.â
He took a slice of warm bread from the basket, tore it in half. âDo you want to talk about it?â
She swallowed another mouthful of pasta, then wiped her mouth with her napkin. âTalk about what?â
âWhateverâs on your mind.â
She reached for her wineglass. âThereâs nothingââ
He touched a finger to her lips, halting the automatic denial. She set her glass back down, nearly sloshing wine over the rim.
âIf you donât want to talk about it, say so, darlinâ,â he told her. âBut donât tell me thereâs nothing because it was obvious when I got here this morning that there was something bothering you and I can tell that your thoughts are wandering again.â
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