might.â
âWe canât. It comes out of the wrong kind of rock. Itâs a trilobite, and you only get them in much older rock than the kind weâve got here â blue lias. They were extinct by the time our kind of rock was made.â
âPity,â said Martin. âThey could roll up like woodlice,it says here. Oh, well⦠You know something?â he went on, looking at Maria with a dissecting stare, as though he had her at the far end of a powerful microscope.
âWhat?â
âYouâre the only girl Iâve ever come across who wasnât like somebodyâs sister. Mine, for instance. I daresay itâs because you arenât. Anyoneâs sister.â
There are some supremely agreeable moments in life that are best savoured alone â the first barefoot step into a cold sea, the reading of certain books, the revelation that it has snowed in the night, waking on oneâs birthday⦠And others the full wonder of which can only be achieved if someone else is there to observe. Such, Maria thought sadly, as this. For having said it, Martin had already turned away to explore the rest of the room. No one else would ever know.
âItâs a pretty weird house, this.â
âItâs all Victorian. The real thing, my mother says.â
âBetter than a rotten old hotel.â
âThe lady it belongs to lives over the road,â said Maria. âSheâs got lots of clocks. And a queer picture â a sewn picture, not a painted one. The girl who made it was about the same age as me.â
âHow do you know?â
âIt says so. And when she made it. 1865. I keep thinking about her. I keep wondering what happened to her.â
âShe grew up, didnât she?â said Martin briskly. âShe grew up and got married and had children and all that stuff. I say, thereâs a super atlas here.â
There was a silence. Martin pulled the atlas out and flipped over the pages.
âI donât feel as if she did,â said Maria at last. âI feel as though sheâs still here, somehow.â She added, in a voice which was meant to be defiant but which came out merely as quiet, âThe same age as me.â
âThatâs daft,â said Martin. âShe isnât, is she? Unless you think sheâs a ghost or something. And that would be even more daft.â He hoisted the atlas back on to the shelf. âFact is, sheâs dead. Ages ago.â
âI sâpose so,â said Maria coldly.
âStands to reason. Come on, letâs go.â
Later that evening she went and sat alone in the ilex tree, after Martin had gone back to his family. It was a very soothing tree. Not just a good, private place in which to be, but somehow enclosing and companionable with its warm rough bark and its whispering, shifting leaves, darker and more leathery than the leaves of ordinary trees. Sitting in it, back against the trunk, legs stretched outalong a fat branch, everything swayed and moved around you and yet at the same time you seemed to feel the roots of the tree reaching down, down into the ground, tethering it so firmly that it must be solid as a house, immovable. It had been making acorns, the tree; there were green berries in their scaly cups all around her, pale against the dark shiny leaves, hundreds of them. They wouldnât, of course, make hundreds of trees. None, probably. Waste, again. Sleepily, Maria watched the shadow of the tree get longer and thinner across the lawn, and told it about her day. We fossil-hunted, she said to it, down on the beach, my friend and I, my friend Martin, that is â but of course you know about him because heâs climbed you too â and we found another Gryphaea and a bit of a Stomechinus but not a very good one, and tomorrow Iâm going out for the day with Martinâs family. Iâm invited. Actually, she said to the tree, Iâm not all that sure about