hundred percent. When I was a child, well, by then he had become a banker and had slipped to twenty or thirty percent, but when I was a child he would give me a ten-dollar gold piece on each birthday. Only it broke his heart to let go of it. You would enjoy seeing the way he fondled it. I think the only time the old goat had an erection was when he was counting his money.â
âMother,â Tom whispered, âyou do say the damnedest things.â
âYes, I suppose I do. And I do wonder what drives you, Tom. You have enough money to sit back and enjoy life.â
âI enjoy what I do. Itâs not the money. Thatâs just a way of keeping score.â
âNot very original. I wonder.â
âThen did you ever wonder, mother, who makes this country work, who keeps the wheels turning, who makes it possible for people like yourself to enjoy life, as you put it?â
âBravo. Now stop snapping at me and order some drinks and lunch, and then you can tell me why Iâm here.â
After the food arrived, Tom said flatly, âJohn has been pestering me to get married again.â
âOh?â
âDonât just say oh.â
âIs this something we should discuss?â Jean asked kindly. âIâm your mother.â
âDoes that make it too sticky for you? Who else do I talk to?â
âA psychoanalystâplease, donât be angry.â
âNo!â
Jean pecked at the food for a few moments. She had not expected anything like this, nor did she know quite how to handle it. Finally she said quietly, âAll right, weâll talk about it. As much as I can. I donât knowââ
âNeither do I,â Tom said. The note of pleading in his voice was something she had not heard in a long, long time, and it melted her and brought up all the guilt she suffered from a long-standing and deep-seated contempt for this man, her son.
âVery well,â Jean said as flatly as she could. âJohn Whittier wants you to get married. What earthly affair of his it is, I do not know. Do you want to get married?â
âI have plans, mother. Thatâs no surprise to you. Iâm running for Congress. I do intend to be elected. Six years from now, in nineteen fifty-four, John and I feel I have a very substantial chance for governor. If I can get the Republican designation, with Earl Warrenâs record in this state, I am as good as elected.â
âAnd thatâs what you want so desperatelyâto be governor?â
âItâs a step.â
âAnd then? What then?â
âIâm not sure. The Senate, perhaps. John has his own strange ideas about the White House, but thatâs what every upright American boy wants, isnât it?â
âYes, every upright American boy,â Jean murmured.
âAnd why not? I have a decent war record. I have the money and the position, and Iâm no fool.â
âYou certainly are no fool,â Jean agreed. âIâm just trying to understand it. You cannot grow up in San Francisco, Tom, and respect politics or politicians. Itâs a nasty game, played mostly by wretched men. Well, you have your dreams. Tell me, is there someone you want to marry or is it just a general notion?â
âThere is. Lucy Sommers.â
âAl Sommersâ daughter,â Jean said, recalling the retired vice president of the Seldon Bank and his single child, a dark, long-legged girl. She had never cared very much for either of them, and she had not seen Lucy for years. âSheâs a widow, isnât she, and at least four years older than you, if I remember rightly?â
âYes, thatâs so. It doesnât matterâthe age, I meanâand a widow doesnât carry the implications of a divorcée. Itâs bad enough that I have one divorce on my back. When I think of Eloiseââ
âWeâre not discussing Eloise.â
âNo, weâre