I find instead makes me forget to breathe:
From: Tessa Cruz (
[email protected])
To: Dangerheartâs Mailbox (
[email protected])
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Greetings from Jet City Records!
December 26 at 9:25am
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Hello, Dangerheart!
We just read the feature about you in Toast & Jam. Weâve checked out your songs and weâd love to speak with you about working together. We dig what you have going on and would love to help you take it to the next level. We realize you may have had other offers but we hope youâll consider getting in touch!
We look forward to hearing from you,
Tessa and the Jet City Team
Tessa Cruz
Senior Talent Scout
Jet City Records
Seattle, WA
I stare at it for a minute, screaming silently, breathing hard, and basically just thinking whoa whoa whoa!
Of course Iâve heard of Jet City. Theyâre small, but focused. Not a shark. But not a minnow either. And I love their album designs.
I text Caleb immediately, but he doesnât reply. After afew minutes Iâm too excited to sit still so I head down for breakfast.
âSomebodyâs got their nose in the phone this morning,â says Dad from the table, where heâs eating a grapefruit and reading his tablet.
âSorry.â
âIâm glad weâre going to see Caleb again today,â says Mom, across from Dad, doing sudoku.
Of course I can taste the side of guilt with Momâs comment. Theyâve only met Caleb one time: when he came over on Thanksgiving evening. Bradley and Sonya were in town and we played Apples to Apples. It was fun and easy: even the part where my brother casually belittled Calebâs (and unspoken: mine) music aspirations by referring to how he was in a band once, too, back in the day. . . . That was a good time, man.
I toast a bagel and busy myself with sending a text about Jet City to the rest of the band. Everybody else replies immediately.
Val: Cool. . . . Just kidding HOLY SH????T!!!!
Jon: WHAT. *thud* (sound of me passing out) YAAAAAA!!!
Matt: NO WAY!!! When are we shooting the jeans commercial?
I join in the excitement, and try to keep my small worry about how Iâll fit into such record label plans at bay. Labels have their own managers, as Iâve learned all too well in the past. But thereâs a world of difference, at least in terms ofreputation, between a cool indie label like JCR and something like Candy Shell. A record deal with someone like this is way more of a partnership, and usually much better for the band. And for me. Iâm sure I could be involved.
Oh, and another huge difference between this time and last time, with Postcards, is that unlike Ethan, Caleb would actually fight for me.
My phone buzzes again. Iâm hoping for Calebâ
Val: Randy called UPS. Thereâs only the one box to go with that shipping label. And they canât find any record of delivering another box here.
Summer: Weird. So how did it get on the porch?
Val: Donât know.
Iâve just put my phone down when it buzzes again.
Caleb: Wow, sorry. Just got back from shopping forgot to charge the phone last night.
Summer: Thatâs ok silly. Are you ready?
I tell him . . .
And he doesnât reply. Iâm about to text and ask if my message went through, when finally:
Caleb: Wow. Wow wow wow.
Summer: Yes! Yes?
Another pause, longer than I expected. And long enough to tell me that heâs hesitant.
Caleb: Did they hear about us through the article?
I probably knew that was coming.
Summer: Yup. But the email is all about Dangerheart.
Caleb: But it will be a thing.
Summer: Yes, but I think in a good way. These guys are cool.
Caleb: I suppose there is no avoiding it.
I canât resist poking him a little.
Summer: You are about to win least-excited band member award. ;) Everybody else freaked out.
Long pause.
Caleb: