leaned toward me. âYouâre here, youâre there, which is it?â
âItâs just breakfast,â I said. âIsnât it?â The last wordscame out with more force than Iâd intended. Stickâs eyebrows went up. He nodded, chewing on the end of the cigarette.
âSince when do you smoke?â
Stick pulled the cigarette from his mouth and turned it over between his fingertips. He ground it out against the wall behind him. âI donât know.â
âFatherâs not going to like it.â
âHeâs not going to like a lot of things.â That was for sure.
A basketball rolled up and bounced against my legs. Stick picked it up and tossed it back to a small boy with two missing front teeth. The boy ran back to his game, hugging the ball to his chest with spindly arms. Stick and I stood quiet, the childrenâs energetic whoops and giggles swirling around us.
âWhat are you getting into, Stick?â The words came out of my mouth so quiet, Stick leaned a little toward me, like he was trying to hear better. Then he straightened up and turned away from me.
âForget it.â
âDonât give me your back.â I grabbed his shirt, tried to make him turn around. He didnât.
âI found the gun.â
Stick lowered his head for a moment. Then he turned toward me. His gaze flicked over the shirt I was wearing.
âWell? Say something,â I said.
âYou go through my stuffâtwice, by the wayâand now youâve got the nerve to ask me about it?â
I pushed his shoulder. âThe block tower is not your stuff.â
A flash of somethingâguilt? regret?âcrossed his face. He sighed. âIâm holding it for a friend, okay?â
âYou know if Father finds outââ
Stick shot me a look fit for dirt and took off toward the tables. Of course I wouldnât tell on him, but it still bothered me.
âHey,â I called after him. He didnât turn around. I darted around the kids and caught up with him. âWhat am I supposed to do?â
âIâve got work to do,â Stick said.
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Father was still all bent out of shape over yesterdayâs events. Throughout dinner he pumped me for details about Buckyâs attack. âAnd youâre certain they approached him first?â
I stared at the tablecloth. âHe ran into them, but he didnât even mean to.â
âRoland, thatâs enough now. Let the child eat.â Mama trying to get Father to back off was like a daffodil standing in the path of a freight train. Sometimes she could hush himwith a look or a tap on the arm, but tonight there was no stopping him.
âJust a few more questions,â Father said.
I pushed the roast beef around on my plate so Mama wouldnât feel bad, but thinking about Bucky so hard made me lose my appetite.
âLeave him alone,â Stick said. âDonât make him relive it.â I glanced up at him, but he was looking at his plate. Suddenly, he was on my side?
âSteven, be quiet,â Father said. Then he sighed. âGo to your room now, both of you.â I hadnât really done anything wrong, but as long as I had to be in trouble, it felt good to be in it with Stick.
When we got to our room, Stick didnât glower at his desk and ignore me like he usually did when he was fighting with Father.
âLook, I need you to cover me for a little while,â Stick said.
âWhy should I?â I practically spat the words.
Stick raised his eyebrows at me. âIâm going out to the protest.â
âNo.â
Stick shifted his weight from one foot to the other and crossed his arms. âSam.â
âAre you taking it with you?â We locked eyes. I didnâtback down against Stickâs stormy gaze like I usually did. Right then, I didnât care. I didnât want him to leave me alone with it.
His eyes narrowed as he