agreed. âThanks, beloved.â And, dropping a kiss on his head as she passed the sofa, she went back to her duties, leaving him, had she known it, more anxious than she was.
Over dinner in Cricklehurst, Catherine also had something on her mind. Sheâd driven over that morning, but so far thereâd not been an appropriate moment to tell her son and daughter-in-law her news. Theyâd gone out for a pub lunch, then walked across wintry fields that were crisp with frost and crunched beneath their footsteps â ironically enough, how she and Tom had planned to spend the day. And as they walked, hands deep in pockets to keep warm, Daniel had told her about his computer courses and how the scope of his job was changing. Then Jenny had taken over and regaled her with problems at the flower shop that she managed, and how their suppliers had suddenly announced they couldnât guarantee delivery of their order before Christmas.
âI played merry hell with them,â Jenny said, âand after a lot of wrangling, finally managed to wring out the promise that it would be with us by the tenth at the latest. Even thatâs cutting it fine.â
âSheâs a dragon when roused,â Daniel said fondly, slipping an arm round his wifeâs shoulders.
On their return home, Daniel, with a token apology, had settled down to watch the post-mortems of the afternoonâs sport, while Jenny disappeared into the kitchen to prepare the evening meal. At dinner, Catherine promised herself; thatâs when Iâll tell them.
Sheâd gone upstairs, a knot of apprehension in her stomach, and as she turned into her room, her eyes lingered on the closed door at the top of the stairs. Behind it, she knew, was a fully equipped nursery, still awaiting the arrival of the baby that, tragically, had never come home. Nearly six months ago; was it too soon to hope another might be on the way?
And now they were sitting round the table in the small dining room, two-thirds of the meal behind them and one of Jennyâs delectable desserts on their plates. There were candles on the table, and in their gentle light Catherine glanced at the faces of her family, aching with love for them. Please, she prayed, please let them be happy for me. Donât let Daniel think Iâm betraying his father.
His voice broke into her musings. âYouâre very quiet, Ma. Feeling all right?â
She looked up, bracing herself. âActually, Iâm trying to pluck up courage to tell you something.â
Danielâs hand stilled, fork poised over his plate. âThereâs something wrong? Ma â youâre not ill?â
âNo, no, darling, nothing like that. Iâve never been better. In fact, Iâm â thinking of getting married again.â
The silence that followed her announcement seemed endless measured in heartbeats, but could only have lasted seconds. Then, as Jenny exclaimed in delight, Daniel pushed back his chair, came quickly over to her, and put his arms round her.
âWell,â he commented, âyouâve kept that pretty quiet!â He bent to kiss her cheek and she caught hold of his hand, her eyes full of relieved tears.
âYou â donât mind?â
âMind? How could I mind? Iâm delighted for you. We both are.â
Jenny in turn jumped up to kiss her. âItâs wonderful news, Catherine! Do we know the lucky man?â
âDaniel does. At least, heâs met him. His nameâs Tom Parish.â
Daniel frowned for a moment, then his face cleared. âOh, the chap who drove you to the hospital when Jenny had her miss?â
âThatâs the one.â
âAnd when did all this blow up?â he asked, returning to his seat.
âA couple of months ago, but things arenât exactly straightforward.â Her hands gripped her napkin. âTomâs still married. Heâll be getting a divorce, but weâre letting