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some quiet place
flight, flitting to another branch in a flurry of brown feathers. It hops to a different tree, this one close to the entrance of the mine. I stare at it again. Momâs voice haunts me. William, donât!
âMy dad worked down there. He knew those mines better than anyone,â I say. The bird lifts into the sky and soars to better places.
âIs that why you came here? To feel closer to him?â
It would make sense. A pretty lie, tied up with a pretty red bow. But no, that isnât why I really came here. The mines. The mines. âJust needed to clear my head,â I mutter, raising the gun. Revenge doesnât respond, and he steps away. I fire off another shot.
Bang . Smoke billows from the muzzle. The action feels empty. I imagine the bullet putting a hole into Nate Foster. But with thoughts of him comes thoughts of someone in a white T-shirt, who speaks of redemption and hope. Things Iâll permanently leave behind when I actually do face Nate Foster.
âWhat do you know about my dad?â I ask Revenge without looking at him.
He shrugs. âNot much, honestly. Once, years ago, you told me your father was frightening. When I asked you why, I couldnât get anything else. I figured you just didnât want to talk about it.â
This raises too many questions that have no answers. My mind goes to the next topic thatâs been bothering me. I try to think of a careful way to bring it up.
âSo are you going to tell me about Forgiveness?â I blurt. I donât know if I say it because I want to know or because some part of me wants to drive Revenge away.
His countenance darkens. Like with Saul, the space between us doesnât feel like inches or feet or yards; it feels like miles.
âYou wonât give up, will you?â he snaps. âWhat do you want to know?â
âIâm just curious.â Now I shrug, but I can tell it hardly convinces him. The truth is something I wonât say out loud. As infuriating as he was, I found Forgiveness ⦠interesting. The way he looked at me has been impossible to forget. It wasnât like I was a dealer selling the drug he wanted or just another duty to be carried, though. No, Forgiveness stared at me as if I was someone .
And thatâs a drug all its own.
Revenge picks up a fallen branch. He stoops and plucks a pine cone from the ground, too. Then, with one swift movement, he throws it into the air and swings. The cone shatters. I wait.
âWeâve been doing this dance for centuries, Forgiveness and I,â he says finally. âSometimes itâs over within minutes. Sometimesâlike with youâit takes years.â
âWhat takes years?â
He looks at me. A breeze toys with his bright hair. âThe choice.â
For so long, Iâd thought of the other plane as something inhabited by feelings and nature. Itâs still difficult to wrap my mind around the knowledge that all this time, thereâs been something else. âAre there more? Choices, I mean?â
Now itâs his turn to shrug. âA few. Not as large a group as the Emotions, or even the Elements. Choices only exist if theyâre significant enough that they change the course of a human life. And sometimes the choice is made so quickly that even you, with your Sight, canât catch them. Truth and Lie, for example. Now those are some slippery characters.â Revenge grins, expecting me to smile back. When I donât, he expels a breath that sounds infinitely resigned. âWhat else?â
I bend and pick up the shards of the pine cone, even though itâs fruitless to try to put it back together. They nestle in the center of my palm, permanently broken. Revenge waits. âHow does this work, exactly?â I finally ask.
Iâve never wanted to hear the answer before, and we both know it. Maybe because with Nate Foster in jail, there wasnât really anything I could do about it. Or maybe
Chelsea Camaron, Mj Fields