tonight.â
âGirl, you gettinâ high?â Shae said. âWe gonâ kill them.â
âFor real,â I agreed.
âYeah, maybe,â she said as she played with her cell phone. âEspecially since last year ya boy Josiah was stompinâ everybody on the court.â
âMy boy ... where you get that from?â I hoped she couldnât see me suppressing a blush.
âCome on, Seven.â Ki-Ki twisted her lips while she put her phone away. âYou can keep it funky with me. Would you remind her, Shae, that we girls?â
âYou need to remind her of thatââShae frownedââI donât remember that well.â
âOh, my God, we were the Hottie posse way before Deeyah came along. We go back to nursery school. We straight-up girls, and though we donât hang like we used to, I still consider yâall to be my best friends.â
Shae didnât seem to be buying it, but I was moved. Ki-Ki had no reason to lie. Deeyah wasnât around and maybe Ki-Ki was scared not to be Deeyahâs friend, especially since Deeyah thought she could tell everybody, including Josiah, what to do. So what would make Ki-Ki any different?
âBesides,â Ki-Ki went on, âas far as Iâm concerned, she stole yoâ man. You were the one feeling him first and she knew that.â
Now that part was true. When we were in elementary school everybody knew Josiah was my boo, but when we got in high school the game changed and Deeyah moved up the ranks. âYeah, I did kinda feel like she took him from me,â I said.
I looked at Shae who rolled her eyes, like already I was talking too much. But Shae never gives anybody a chanceâher circle is mad tight anyway.
âExactly,â Ki-Ki said. âI thought you felt that way . . . so why donât you step to him?â
âWell, donât say nothingââI looked in her eyes for confirmation she could keep a secretââbut I was kinda digginâ him in the hallway the other week in school. Girl,â I was cheesinâ, âI wanted to kiss him sooooo bad.â
âOh, my God.â Ki-Ki laughed. âWhy didnât you?â
âBecause Deeyah came actinâ all crazy.â
âThat was her man, what you expect?â
âI ainât push up on him, he pushed up on me.â
âOh, well ... how did you control yourself?â
âI told you, the raving lunatic came on the scene. Otherwise, it woulda been on like popcorn.â
âDang, girl, I know you be dreaming about him.â
âAll day and night.â
âIll, get away from here!â Ki-Ki said out of nowhere.
âWhat are you talking about?â I asked as I turned my head toward the street and saw Shaeâs mother with the same clothes she had on the last time we saw her. She had crust around her mouth and was giving Shae a toothless grin. âYou got two dollars?â she asked.
âNo!â Ki-Ki went off. âDonât nobody have no two dollars, you crusty, dirty-lookinâ bum, crackhead! Ainât nobody giving you two dollars so you can run and smoke it all up. Find a ho stroll, âcause I know thatâs where you cominâ from.â
âAiâight, Ki-Ki, thatâs enough,â I said, praying that Shaeâs mother didnât go off and could keep their relationship a secret.
Shae sat on my porch stunned. I wanted to cry for her, because I know she was beyond ashamed. Why would her mother keep doing this to her? I may have been without my dad, but I was thankful I still had my mother and she wasnât on drugs.
Shaeâs mother didnât say anything, she simply diverted her eyes from Shaeâs and walked away.
After a few minutes, Shae rose from the step. âYo, I gotta get going. I need to walk my little brothers to the Leaguers for karate.â
âAiâight, Shae.â I felt like walking behind her and
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