had the fever and I might take it back to our house. I scrambled along the rocks above the harbour though, to see if Old Tom and Scruggins were working like they should have been.
They werenât. The bare apple and cherry trees looked dismal in the wind. But there was orange fruit on some of the trees, which meant it was ripe, and no one had pinched it, either because they respected Mr Johnson or because most convicts wouldnât eat fruit. They said itgave them the runs and stung their gums, and was too new and strange.
I half filled my bag with the really orange ones â I wasnât sure what they were. The tangerines were still green. Then I hurried over to the storehouse.
âWhy, itâs Barney Bean. Ainât seen you in an age. How are you growing, little bean?â
âHa ha. Very well, sir,â I said politely. âCan I have the rations for Mr Johnsonâs house?â
The storeman went in to get them just as someone spoke behind me. âWhat are you doing here, boy?â
It was Scruggins. He looked tired. Huh. Tired with doing nothing while Mr Johnson was busy, I thought.
âGetting the rations because you didnât.â
âWell, Iâm getting them now, ainât I?â But Scruggins sounded weary, not defensive. âAs youâre here, you can do it. Saves me lugging them up the hill. Tell Mrs Johnson Iâm sorry theyâre late.â He rubbed his whiskery face and I realised his hands were trembling. âI were down at the tents, holding down this poor bloke while Surgeon White cut off his arm. All rotten it was. Surgeon said it was the only thing that might save him. I stayed with him till he slept. Held his other hand. Man shouldnât be alone at a time like that. Iâll head back there now.â
My heart gave a little thunk , like it was made of stone. Iâd been bad-mouthing â well, bad-thinking â Scruggins, and heâd been doing far more than me.
âOld Tom down there too?â
âWonât leave Mr Johnsonâs side, except to get him what he needs. You tell Mrs Johnson we see he eats, at least. Canât get him to rest. He reckons he can feed the sick and tend their bodies and pray for them at the same time. He says the Lord will give him the strength to do his duty.â Scruggins looked at me, almost man to man. âIâll tell you what, Barney boy. Every convict in this colony thinks that man is an angel. Donât know how many lives heâs saved.â
I thought: Mr Johnson saved mine too. And Elsieâs.
When I got back, I took off my clothes behind the shed and scrubbed them in the trough, then scrubbed myself, over and over, till my skin was red and my hair was sticking up like a roosterâs comb. One louse or flea could carry the shipâs fever, could kill Elsie and Birrung and Milbah and Mrs Johnson and Sally, and me too.
Then when everything had dried in the sunlight, I dressed and went inside to help Birrung, who was peeling potatoes for more soup. She never slipped down to swim in the harbour now, or went roaming in the dusk.
It had been weeks since Birrung had laughed. Suddenly I needed to hear laughter. Birrungâs laughter would drive away the shadows that flickered through me after Scrugginsâs words.
I took one of the potatoes and carved it into a manâs face, with holes for eyes, and a pointed nose, and a big grin. I held it up to Birrung.
âHello,â I said in a funny voice. âI am a potato man.â I held up a carrot, and made it bow to the potato. âHello, Mr Potato,â I said in another voice.
Birrung laughed, just as Iâd hoped she would. She picked up a long parsnip, and made it bow to the potato too, just like Mr Johnson bowed when he met the governor. âHello, Mr Potato,â she said in Mrs Johnsonâs most polite voice. âI am Mr Parsnip.â She laughed again.
Someone made a noise behind us. I turned.