bartender to hurry and bring three double Havana Clubs.
âYouâre all three beautiful as goddesses,â he said. âCome on, girls, come, come, come.â
He hustled us between himself and the remaining professor, who followed his colleagueâs example, packed up, and left.
âHey, girls. Itâs just us now,â the painting instructor grinned, guzzling his highball and ordering another.
Katrine left on the excuse she was going to the bathroom.
âWell now,â said the instructor. âAne. When are you going to show me what you can do?â
Ane blushed, but the instructor drew her closer and kissed her hair.
âFuck me, youâre so hot,â he said.
I kicked him in the shin. He jerked back, still with Ane under his arm. His drink splashed over her and down my arm when my boot struck, and he stiffened. Ane twisted free and left.
âHey,â he said. âThat wasnât what I meant.â
He set his glass down.
âExcuse me,â I said.
He looked completely off. I thought he was about to start swinging or shouting.
âYouâre welcome to see my things,â I said.
âI donât know anything about videos,â he said.
âHow can someone know nothing about videos?â I asked.
âI donât like watching them,â he said.
âWhat are you drinking?â
âRum.â
âTwo rums,â I told the bartender. âI also do things other than videos.â
âTalk to Ole Willum,â the instructor said. âThatâs who you should talk to.â
And he downed his drink and left.
R ikkeâs standing in front of the gate, Rikke with the soft arms and big hair, the person whoâs so preoccupied with herself and her career and others, including me. As soon as she sees me, she shouts that she heard about the fire from Per Olsvig. I donât remember saying anything to him about it, but yes, I did.
Rikke, whom I know from Juanna Gomezâs guest instructor days, is someone Iâd really like to avoid, just like that, but Iâm sucked in her direction. Much of what I decide gets nullified and now, against my will, Iâm on my way over to talk to her.
âItâs totally surreal that your house should just burn like that when you think back to your experience with Juanna,â Rikke says. âIf it werenât for the fact that it was so long ago, someone might almost think it was a piece youâd set up. Did you film it?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, the fire?â
âMy camera burned along with everything else. And my computer.â
âBut what about that exhibition youâre having? Isnât that just around the corner? What are you showing?â
âPaintings, I think.â
âOkay? Crazy. Is it anything I can see?â
âSometime or other.â
âWeâre just in the process of researching an exhibition, and I was thinking . . .â
Iâd like to set her hair on fire.
J uanna is a Mexican artist our professor, Gretha Müller, knows. She works with psychoanalysis in her works, and with hypnosis. The first thing she did when she came to the academy was to lie us down in a circle. Rikke, who never misses an opportunity, and who always participates in the good exhibitions, and who generally gets a lot of things handed to her, whispered that a number of places ached within. One of the other girls admitted that sheâd consider murdering a certain person if it werenât for the fact youâd get punished. There was also someone who thought he was a vampire. Heâd seen an a video online and now he knew there were others who, like himself, longed to taste a womanâs blood.
Juanna had learned hypnosis from a relative and she thought it was important that each of us try it out. Rikke was anxious to see me enter a trance. There was no reason not to do it. I wasnât afraid, neither of the trance nor of