âtheyâ?â I asked, sitting there on the ground looking up at him. Chasers? Soldiers? Other survivors?
âThem,â he said, pointing.
I peered cautiously around the edge of the newspaper stand.
Down Park Avenue, appearing around the corner from 53rd Street, were three Chasers. The deranged, hunt-you-down-for-whatâs-in-your-veins kind. It was so very easy to pick them from the other kind now: those who just drank whatever water they could find were now shells after thirteen days of no nutrients.
âThis is what they do now,â he whispered to me.
They moved with purpose, alert, on the hunt, blood on their chins and around their mouths, glistening as if theyâd just had a fresh taste.
âIâve seen themââ
âNo, this is new. Theyâre a scout team.â He shifted position a little, readying for action, not taking his eyes off them. âPart of a bigger hunting party.â
Watching the Chasers near, I pulled the Glock from my coat pocket and saw his eyes widen at the sight.
âYou donât need that,â he said. He motioned to his own gun, pulled a shell from his jacket pocket and passed it to meâa funny plastic cartridge the size of an asthma ventilator. âI got this from a cop stationâitâs a riot gun; shoots rubber bullets and little beanbags like that. Itâll put them down for a bit, nonlethal.â
I went to pass it back.
âYou keep it,â he said. âSouvenir.â
âBut if they comeââ
âIf they come close, even right up to us, weâre not gonna go killing them,â his look was full of disappointment or disgust. âThese are peopleâtheyâre sick, but theyâre Americans, yeah? You wanna do that? Kill?â
âNo, butââ
âYou wanna kill them, thatâs your show. Iâll split and leave them to you.â
He paused like he was actually giving me this opportunity to murder. Was it some kind of test? Iâd set out, looking for people, for community, so maybe he was doing the same. Was I the kind of company he wanted to keep? I no longer knew who to trustâwhy wouldnât he be the same?
âNo,â I said, looking at the loaded gun in my hand, not for the first time wanting to give it away. âI donât want to kill them.â
âGood,â he replied, pumping a round in his shotgun. âIâll drop them, then we double around 52nd to Lexington, got it?â
âIâve got to take that food with me.â
âYouâre tripping, we gotta leave!â
âI have toââ I started to protest.
âWe canât.â
âThen count me out.â
He looked at me, measured my resolve.
âFine,â he said. âOne bag each.â
I nodded.
âBut if it comes to it,â he said, âIâm not gonna get killed for a bag of food, so Iâll ditch itâand youâif I have to.â
âOkay.â
âOkay. Iâll count down, you make it to the bags and Iâll drop these guys. We leave once the third is down. Youâll follow me, got it? And put that pistol away before you shoot someone with it.â
I pocketed the Glock and the beanbag shotgun cartridge.
With his gloved left hand, he counted down from five, first his thumb, then a finger extending in time with each stride the Chasers took towards us.
âIâm Caleb,â he said, matter-of-factly.
âJesse.â
His counting hand moved to the pump-action handle and he walked out to the street. The three Chasers looked up from the snow and saw him. I rushed over to the canvas bags.
Caleb took aim. They started running straight for us, while I began dragging the bags down Park Avenue. Caleb fired a shotâa Chaser collapsed. Oblivious to their fallen comrade the other two continued towards us, picking up pace with each stride, thirst in their eyes. Caleb loaded a new round and fired
W. Michael Gear, Kathleen O'Neal Gear