Free Pitch Black: A Romantic Thriller (Blackwood Security Book 1) by Elise Noble Page B

imaginable, but what scared me most was my own mind.
    Over the years, I’d learned the medical details, and tried every treatment possible. The only thing that worked was talking through the worst of it with my husband, but I no longer had that option.
    My only choice was to stick with Carol’s strategy of using time to heal and pray for a miracle.

Chapter 10
    ON SUNDAY, I ate a bowl of Coco Pops for breakfast then found my jeans no longer did up. It had only been a matter of time. When Hayley headed into town an hour later, I hitched a lift and bought some workout gear. My mind might have gone soft, but I could at least stop my body from following it by doing some exercise and eating properly again.
    I had to remind myself of the old saying—you are what you eat. Since I’d discovered the bakery in the village, I was in danger of turning into a donut. Sweet as they were, I didn’t want to end up looking like one.
    The afternoon brought a grey sky and steady drizzle. According to the weather forecast, it was there to stay, so I forced myself to man up and go outside anyway. Nearly a month had passed since I’d been to the gym, and boy did it I feel it. Mucking out was no substitute for a twelve-mile run. I grimly battled up slippery hills and along frozen tracks, returning two hours later splattered with mud and nursing a stitch. Back in my trailer, I did what I could in the way of push-ups, squats, lunges and crunches until I collapsed on the grubby floor, unable to move.
    Still, the exhaustion contributed to me getting a reasonable night of sleep so I couldn’t complain. I woke up on Monday morning ready to face the week ahead, a week that passed un-memorably in a blur of nothingness, mindless days of shovelling crap and carting hay around. After work each evening, I ran a lap of the village by the light of the streetlamps, followed by circuits of bodyweight exercises. My strength was slowly coming back, but boy did I ache.
    The only break from what now passed as the norm was a trip to a pub in the next village with Susie and Hayley on Thursday evening. The opportunity to avoid cooking seemed too good to pass up, although with hindsight I should have stayed home with a packet of instant noodles.
    I’d only eaten half my jacket potato when a man slid into the seat beside me, uninvited. Two of his buddies dragged chairs up to the end of the table and the uglier of the two waved at the barmaid and held up three fingers.
    “All right, ladies?” The interloper pressed his leg against mine as he twirled his Range Rover keys around his finger and gave me a leering grin. His boots had clearly never seen mud in their lives, and he was wearing a cravat round his neck. I rolled my eyes at Susie and Hayley—I couldn’t help it. 
    I’d only seen one person wear a cravat in real life before, when my husband and I were invited to a charity clay pigeon shoot on Lord something-or-other’s country estate a few years ago. Our esteemed host turned up full cliché, in gaiters, a cravat, and a tweed jacket with matching flat cap. He’d also brought at least two hip flasks, and I’d had to gently confiscate his gun before he did any damage. My husband had a quiet word, and his son shovelled him into the back of a Land Rover and drove him home.
    I had a feeling it wouldn’t be as easy to get rid of the newcomers.
    “His name’s Henry,” Susie whispered, as the sleaze next to me stared at the barmaid’s tits. “His dad’s a property developer. He’s got stacks of money, and he shags anything that moves.”
    Well, he wouldn’t be shagging me.
    “Can I get you a drink?” he asked, ignoring Susie and Hayley as he addressed my chest.
    “No.”
    He seemed taken aback for a second, but he didn’t take the hint. “How about dinner?”
    “No.”
    “Ah, a woman who plays hard to get. I like a challenge.” He shuffled closer, and I jabbed an elbow in his side, but he only grinned. “Feisty. How about we skip the