to be behind you. Trust me. Iâm not going to harm the Heir to the High Throne in the heart of Ordnung.â
Maybe not the heir. Not anymore. The grief and failure of it rode between my shoulder blades, a physical pain that threatened to override all else. But I would not be the one to give voice to it until Uorsin did. No one would notice if I didnât wear the circlet, since I rarely had. Still, Iâd keep up a strong front with the mercenary. âIf only because your contract forbids it.â
âWhich it does. We are here as allies, not enemies. You have your version of honor. I have mine.â
I would have snorted at that, but he wrapped those bearlike arms around me and I tensed to break the hold.
âRelax, Ursula.â His deep voice rumbled through me. âIâm helping you.â He crossed his arms over mine, locking one hand around his other wrist and pulling me back against his broad chest. Easily twice as wide as mine. And strong as an ox. If we ever fought in truth, Iâd have to avoid being caught in any grip such as this or Iâd never wrestle free.
âDrop your head back on my shoulder.â His soft laugh against my back reminded me of far-off thunder. âWhich means to relax. Surely you know how.â
Annoyed with him, I rocked my head on my neck, cracking the bones there, then dropped my head onto his shoulder. Moranuâs moon sailed silver overhead.
âBreathe deep. In and out.â His dark voice soothed something in me, and leaning against the unshakably strong pillar of his body, I was able to exhale some of the fear and worry.
With a snap of his shoulders, he lifted me off my feet, my spine releasing with an audible pop and a sharp âAh!â from me. The shock rattled my brain, making my head swim a moment, and though heâd set me on my feet again, he held me until I steadied.
âWow,â I said on a long breath.
âDid that get it?â
âYes.â I started to move away, but his arms tightened.
âBecause I can do it again, if not. As often as you like.â He spoke the words quietly into my ear, his breath feathering warm across my cheek, clearly intending the double entendre. Something buried deep in me warmed to it.
I twisted one hand up in a knife palm, breaking the hold and stepping free, pleased with how smoothly it went. Mostly because I surprised him. I doubted I could pull that off if heâd really locked down his superior upper-arm strength. He turned the surprise around by snaking a hand around my elbow, keeping me from clearing him entirely.
âNot so fast. Iââ He broke off, narrowing his eyes and tugging me closer. âYouâre hurt.â
âNo.â Thrice-damn it. Iâd forgotten to ice the forming bruise, hadnât expected anyone to see me. I pulled back, but his grip held this time. âI accidentally hit myself with the sword hilt in practice just now. Itâs nothing.â
His pale eyes glittered. âI bet you havenât hit yourself with your own sword since you were ten years old.â
Eight, actually. âLet me go, Captain.â
He did. âI was right to be concerned, I see. The High King struck you in his anger.â
I hated, hated, hated, that heâd glimpsed that. That Iâd forgotten the evidence would be visible. âYou have no need to give a thought to me. Or to what transpires between me and the High King. You were hired to do a job. Presumably that contract of yours, the one you rely on to inform your honor and ethics, details exactly what is your concern. I suggest you stick to that.â
âIâm surprised you defend him.â
I had no choice. My sacred duty to defend the High Throne and the man who embodied it. âYou dance perilously close to treason, Dasnarian. Iâm sure your contract precludes that.â
âYou seem uncommonly interested in the Vervaldr contract, Your Highness. Perhaps you